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Suicidal Thoughts

POV: Jacquees's
Day: Friday
Time: 3PM
Place: Bedroom

I'm in my room, listening to "Suicidal Thoughts" by Biggie Smalls. It's been a week and Nae isn't out of the hospital yet. I've been thinking of killing myself. Maybe...

It's just that..The doctor said she lost a lot of blood. Maybe I didn't run fast enough. Yeah, I ran with her in my arms to the hospital. Her mom has been going crazy so my dad has been staying home to take care of her. Both of them leave tomorrow for different business trips.

I'm done. I can't take it anymore. I texted Tevin on what I was about to do, went in the bathroom and locked the door. I sat down on the floor and pulled out a razor. Here I go...

POV: Toya's
Day: Friday
Time: 3:15PM
Place: Hospital

I was getting out of the hospital..My mom checked me out and went to pick up some files from her office. Tevin is gonna take me home. It's gonna be a surprise to Jacquees. While we were walking out of the hospital, Tevin got a text. He froze up.

Tevin: "Toya..I think you should see this."

He showed me the text and it was from Jacquees. Uh uh..He's not about to do this. I know I just got out of the hospital but I ran for it...I heard Tevin telling me that I'm not in a good enough condition to be running. "LIKE I REALLY GIVE A DAYUM!" I kept running until I made it to our house. We all moved in together about 3 weeks ago.

I finally got to the house feeling pain in my stomach. I used my key and opened the door. I struggled upstairs and went into Jacquees room. "JACQUEES!"

Jacquees: "Toya...?!"

I saw the light on in his bathroom from underneath the door. I sat near the door and held my stomach in pain. "Jacquees please don't do it!" Tears started running down my face. "Please tell me you haven't done anything yet!" I wiped my tears and let more fall as I heard the door open. I looked up to see Jacquees standing over me. He reached for my hand and I held it. He tried pulling me up but I almost fell back down to the ground in pain..He caught me.

He lifted me up and laid me down on his bed. He raised my shirt and looked at my stomach. He made a face so I knew something was wrong. "How is it?"

Jacquees: "Red..And purple..I thought your arm-"
Toya: "It was only..Ahhh...Grazed." (holding onto my stomach)
Jacquees: "You wanna go back to the-"
Toya: "NO! HELL TO THE NO!"
Jacquees: "Oh sh-t."
Toya: "Sorry about that..Now why were you gonna do that?"
Jacquees: (tearing up) "I almost lost you..I thought it was my fault. Maybe I didn't run fast enough."
Toya: "Jacquees...Even if you lost me. It wouldn't have been your fault."
Jacquees: "I just would've taken the blame for it."
Toya: "No..Now if I ever hear you talking about suicide again..I'll shove my size 7 foot so far up yo asz that you'll have to excrete it back out."
Jacquees: (laughing) "But seriously..Are you sure?"
Toya: "The doctor said I would be having some pains..I'm supposed to be on bed rest for about a month."
Jacquees: "So where's Tevin? He's supposed to be there when you checked out right?"
Toya: "...Yeah."
Jacquees: "So where is he?"
Toya: "Ummm.."
Jacquees: "What did you do?"
Toya: "I ran here."
Jacquees: "O_O No wonder why you're in so much pain."
Toya: "I did it for you so shut up!"
Jacquees: "Whatever Toya...(kissing me) I love you."
Toya: "I love you too. Now Jacob.."
Jacquees: "Yes baby?"
Toya: "Get me to a hospital, please."
Jacquees: (lifting me up) "I knew it."