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POV: Toya's
Day: Wednesday
Time: 4PM
Place: Home

Right now I'm chilling at home, reading reviews on my latest performance. RJ, Stina and I just got back from Walmart so he's taking a nap in the bedroom.

Stina: "So..You and Jac?"
Toya: (sighing)
Stina: "How did the little meet go at the office?"
Toya: "I broke down in tears."
Stina: "What did he do?"
Toya: "He held me until I was ready to go."
Stina: "That man loves you, Toya."
Toya: "That man also hit me 3 times, Stina."
Stina: "Girl, he's been going to a psychiatrist to help him with his anger."
Toya: "Really?"
Stina: "Yes. He told the guys, Bre found out from Trey, and she told me. Now I'm telling you."
Toya: (slouching in the chair) "Oh wow."
Stina: "Just talk to him. I gotta go."

"I will." We hugged and she left. After about 5 minutes, there was a knock at my door. I got up and looked through the peephole. What? I opened the door, "Jac, what are you doing here?"

Jac: "Can we talk?"

I sighed and stepped to the side so he could walk in. I closed the door and crossed my arms, facing him. "What?"

Jac: "I need you back."
Toya: "Jac-"
Jac: "No. Here me out. The past two months without you have been the worst two months of my life. They were nothing compared to the time when you left me for Ace or even while you were in rehab. Because this time, I was so close to being your husband and I made a phuqqing dumb mistake. I'm so sorry, Toya."
Toya: "Jac..You hit me. Three times."
Jac: "Yes. I know and I'm-"
Toya: "You cheated on me and didn't tell me for a week. I had to find out from my best-friend! If she didn't tell me.. WOULD YOU HAVE TOLD ME?!"
Jac: "YES! I would.. I was gonna tell you the day Tevin shot me."
Toya: "Why'd you do it, huh?"
Jac: "You want the truth?"
Toya: "No, dumbasz." (sarcasm)
Jac: "I did it for pleasure."
Toya: "Oh so I wasn't fulfilling your needs? I see. Get the phuq out!"
Jac: "No! I'm not leaving here until you forgive me, Nae! I know you still love me!"
Toya: (looking away) "No, I don't!"
Jac: "Yes, you do!"
Toya: "I DON'T!"
Jac: "Look at me and say it then."
Toya: (looking him in the eye) "I-I- can't say that."
Jac: "I know. Baby, I love you more than I love myself. What's it gon' take for you to forgive me?"
Toya: "Jac, I-"

He got down on his knees and he was crying. He gon' make me cry. "Jac, get up."

Jac: "Toya, please...You're all I got. No one else could do what you do to me!"
Toya: "You sure wasn't thinking that when you went after that heffa!"
Jac: "LaToya..I love you too much to let you go. I've been getting help with my anger issues just for you and our family. Please.. I can't live life properly without you! You're the only one that could bring a smile on my face when I'm mad. You make me feel like even without all the money, I'll still be something in life. You make me feel so dayum good about life that I don't wanna live it without you!"
Toya: "Jac, leave!" (tearing up)
Jac: "NO!"

He held on my legs and I felt his tears. "Jac-"

Jac: "Toya (sniff), please.."

I bent down to his level and held his face in my hands. He put his head down. I still love him. "Jac, look at me."

Jac: (facing me)

"It's NOT ENOUGH." I got up, pushing him off of me. I opened the door and he got up off of the floor, wiping away his tears then walking through the door. I closed it and slid down the door with my face in my hands.

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I'm gon' be straight up and real with y'all on this one: I was inspired to write this chapter by Meet The Browns (stage play). When the guy was singing to the girl and she did the same thing Toya did..Yeah, if you watched it, you'd know what I'm talking about. Dueces!

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