Messed

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POV: Toya's
Day: Saturday 2 months later
Time: 1PM
Place: Home

Right now, I'm in the living room area of the penthouse with RJ laying on my stomach. I had to get a place since I left Jac. The wedding's off.

I have a new manager and in the matter of a month, I was signed to a different company. The twins still live with Jac. They're not really my kids so I got RJ and he got them at the court case. Tevin was sentenced to 18 months in prison. I visit him every month.

I don't love Tevin, that way. I don't even like him, that way. He's like a brother to me and he understands that. I understand that it's just the way he feels. We're not in a relationship.

RJ started crying. I lifted him up and made him face me. "What's wrong boo?" He pointed to my phone. "My phone?" He kept crying so I pressed the button and my lock screen photo came up. It's a picture of Jac. RJ stopped crying and he stuffed his fist in his mouth while staring at the picture.

I kissed his cheek, "I feel the same way." My phone rang. It was the home phone back at the house. I answered it. "Hello?"

Alana: (crying) "Mommy."
Toya: "What's wrong, baby?"
Alana: "I miss you."
Toya: "I miss you too." (tearing up)
Alana: "Why did daddy hit you?"
Toya: "We were having a problem."
Alana: "But he didn't have to hit you."
Toya: "He doesn't hit you or Lisa right?"
Alana: "No."
Toya: "Okay, good. I promise I'll come and see you two soon, okay?"
Alana: "Okay. I love you."
Toya: "I love you too, boo."

She hung up and I rested my phone down as a tear rolled down my cheek.

POV: Jac's
Day: Saturday
Time: 1:45PM
Place: Home

I was watching TV in my room thinking about how much I've messed up. I lost her...and my son. I sighed as the door opened revealing Alana. Alisa's taking a nap. She closed the door behind her self and then I noticed the tears running down her face. "What's wrong, Lana?"

Alana: "You hit mommy!"

She saw that? "Lana-"

Alana: "Now she's gone. With RJ too."

"Come here." She looked scared. Now I feel even worse. My daughter is scared of me now. "Baby, I promise I won't hurt you. Just please." She ran over to me and I lifted her onto the bed and hugged her. She cried into my shirt and I let some tears fall. "I'm sorry about us losing mommy and RJ. I really am."

Alana: "If you were really sorry (sniff) you'd go after mommy."

She's right. I gotta get her back. I've really messed up my family.

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