Six minutes shit

A Truer Me (Adam's Song)

Sometimes I think I’ll fly higher than I will,
And in those moments I’ll jump off the cliff,
I’ll leap and bound for moments before I fall,
I fall into the opening ground that knows how to kill.

A million languages to speak,
So many awards to achieve,
But I’ll never see past twenty-one,
I’m just a sad song to become.

These thoughts enter my brain at three am,
My brother hates me,
But the water loves me.

I find myself where I was conceived,
A project of a mad scientist I had to please,
Culminations of nefarious plans,
That’s where my youth resides,
What I was meant to be,
Through mad discovery,
A truer me.

I find it funny,
How it can be sunny,
But stormy in someone’s head,
I’m in that person’s bed.

Can I get a word in your ear,
Father dear,
You made a bed filled with broken glass roses,
But I must lay in it.

I hate how you don’t take accountability,
Throw a fit with all the rage in me,
You're outside my accessibility.

I find myself where I was conceived,
A project of a mad scientist I had to please,
Culminations of nefarious plans,
That’s where my youth resides,
What I was meant to be,
Through mad discovery,
A truer me.

I am envious of him,
I feel guilt for what I have done to him,
A devastating situation we’re in,
A never-ending cycle of hate begins,
I am just a sham of tin.

These feelings are forever malignant,
When I am cut, I see blood but also wires,
The resolve I have is tired,
The truth is I’m a liar,
A truly horrible liar,
So set me on fire.

I didn’t hear of the accident,
I saw it,
I think I might have caused it,
He was dead before I left,
Thoughts running through my head,
Of an innocent man.

You’d see my life on a movie screen,
You’d think what a tragedy,
And you’d move on.

But I don’t get to move on,
These memories are here to stay,
Moments of guilt and moments of fray,
I hate them all,
Because.

I find myself where I was conceived,
A project of a mad scientist I had to please,
Culminations of nefarious plans,
That’s where my youth resides,
What I was meant to be,
Through mad discovery,
A truer me.

I'm not really a great songwriter, so I apologize for how horrid this is, lol. Feel free to now be saddened by his character.

Might do more songs inspired by characters.

Bye.