The 1975

Chapter Eighty-One || Got on your nerves...

Date: December 10th

Location: The Paramount - Huntington, NY

"Who is that on your phone screen?" Adam giggled snatching my phone at my hand.

"Is that Zach?" George hysterically laughed.

"Yes" I hissed snatching it back. "He's such a babe"

"We know him" Ross beamed. "We went to one of his shows and hung out after"

"Who is it?" Jamie asked stepping into the sitting area.

"Zachary Robinson from Swim Deep" I groaned gripping my phone near my heart. "His pink hair phase gives me life"

Jamie and the guys laughed and it made the room instantly brighter. There's something about seeing the people you love happy that makes everything okay.

"If this thing with Matty doesn't work we can totally set you two up" James said and received various looks from the guys.

"Fuck off James" Matty said before I could go off on him. My favorites rock star was in a white sweater that was too thin and black jeans that were too tight. His black curls were tied back into a little ponytail and he looked well rested but in need of a cigarette.

"Sorry mate" James sighed then looked over at me. "Sorry Abbi"

"It's fine" I lied.

James nodded then looked away to avoid my glare.

We had made amends and we were fine but my relationship was still fragile and jokes about it would probably hurt it even more.

"Anyways" Matty smiled. "Love can we talk?"

"Yes but first I have to see Kendal and T off" I frowned then stood up.

"Why are they leaving so soon?" Jamie asked. "They are more than welcome to stay"

"They both have a few more weeks of school to finish up before they can enjoy Christmas vacation" I sighed then walked off the bus.

When I got to the YRS bus Bruno and Andy were the only ones on along with T and Kendal. Everyone else was probably passed out on the Cruisr bus after the little party they had last night. A sorta goodbye party for my boys.

"Long time no see" Bruno smirked as he embraced me into his arms.

Since I've gotten back I've just sat on the other bus with the guys. Whenever I got off it was to pee or to smoke and I never thought to even go see Bruno or Steve or Andy and I hated myself for it.

They were patience and understanding about it which made me grateful for them. I should have gone to them first when I got back but I was still such a mess even then.

"I'm sorry" I mumbled into his body.

"Abigail shut up" Andy laughed pulling me away from B and into him. "We get it, you missed that little shit head"

"Play nice" Bruno laughed as we pulled away. "Glad to have you back Ab"

"Yeah it's good to be back" I said trying to convince myself.

"Our Uber is here" T said looking up from his phone.

"So soon" I frowned then buried my face in his neck, I had to step on my tippy toes to do that. "I'll miss you"

"Not more than I'll miss you" T sighed. "Call if anything Ab"

"Please call" Kendal said joining in on our hug and kissing my hair. "And don't let them be mean to you"