The 1975

Chapter Seventy-Four || Wonderwall

Date: November 20th

Location: The Hollywood Palladium - Los Angeles, California

"Is she still sleeping?" Steve asked, putting a large emphasize on the word still.

"Just leave her" Bruno sighed. "She didn't sleep all night, Andy stayed up with her to make sure she was okay"

Someone sighed then pulled back my bunk curtain. "Ab" It was John.

"Yeah" I said quietly then opened my eyes.

"Hey" He smiled. "Hey how are you kid?"

"Tired"

He nodded. "Were gonna go grab some breakfast you wanna come?"

"No thanks" I mumbled then rolled out the bunk.

"Come on let's go get some fresh air" Steve smiled.

"I'm good" I shrugged then grabbed my towel and walked into the bathroom.

Bruno was right I couldn't sleep last night and Andy stayed up with me till like four am but then he knocked out and I couldn't blame him since he did play a show last night. Speaking of shows Chelsea from the Robbers music video showed up and her and Matty got high and they took cute photos and it was just fucking amazing. Tonight show was expected to bring out all of LA's finest celebrities especially a few One Direction boys who had called in advanced to let Matty and the guys know they couldn't wait to see them. I overheard Jamie talking about it.

If you're wondering how I was functioning, I was better than before but I still wasn't in a good place especially after last night. I just couldn't sleep, I barely ate like at all and I've cried so much my eyes were just constantly puffy. I tried putting myself in a better mood by going out to get In and Out last night after the show but grossly enough everything I ate I just ended up throwing up. I don't know why, Bruno thinks it's just my body reacting from not eating to trying to eat a whole meal and Adam thinks I'm sick but I just think it was bad meat. Anyways I was managing.

After my shower I really didn't have any plans for the day but I didn't want to lounge around in a onesie again so I slipped on these loose fitting navy blue shorts from Brandy Melville that were this soft cotton color, a loose fitting white muscle tank top and some thigh high socks. I didn't really feel like attempting to do my hair so I let it air dry and I just left it alone, I also didn't bother with make up since I wasn't planning on leaving the bus.

"Look at that she's finally in some normal clothes" Jamie cheered as he stepped on the bus. "What's up kiddo?"

"Not much" I shrugged. "How is he?"

He sighed. "He's okay"

"Good" I nodded.

"He asked about you last night" he said. "Well he was drunk out his mind and we got him in bed and he just kept saying your name then he passes out"

"Really?" I asked and even that small little bit of news made my heart flutter. I wish I was there to hear him say my name without a hint of anger in his voice.

"Yeah" Jamie nodded. "Uh him and the guys are going shopping"

"That's nice" I shrugged.

"What are your plans for the day?" He asked.

"Nothing" I sighed. "I think there's new movies on Netflix so probably that"

"Come with me" he said then pulled me up.

"Where are we going?" I asked as I followed him off.

"I found something of yours" he smirked. Not surprisingly he took me to the guys tour bus and sat me down as he went to the back of the bus. After some time he came back with my ring in his hand, the ring Matty gave me. I had gotten the necklace back, I took it the day I got back when I went to see Matty in his room because it was right there but I thought he had gotten rid of the ring, clearly not. It was still in perfect condition and holding it made me tear up a bit. It reminded me of how happy I once was.