The 1975

Chapter Seventy-Six || Epiphany

*Just a heads up this may be a short chapter*

Date: November 27th

Location: Long Island, New York

"Abbi you gotta get out of bed" Terrance sighed as he knocked on my room door. "It's thanksgiving and everyone is on their way so can you please get it together"

"Leave me alone Terrance" I groaned as I gripped tightly on the necklace Matty gave me.

"Abigail" my mother sighed.

"Great" I whispered to myself then wiped my face.

"Abigail I'm sorry you guys broke up but you cant keep doing this" My mom sighed.

"You're one to talk" I whispered to myself again. Compared to her when my dad cheated I was perfectly fine.

"I'm coming in your little bitch" Isis said then my lock clicked and she marched in. "Wow you look like shit"

"Thanks" I mumbled as I sat up. "What do you want?"

"Uh it's Thanksgiving you idiot now go shower" she barked. "If you continue to lay in bed I will drag you out myself"

"I don't wanna move Isis" I sighed.

"You don't have a choice" she smirked. "Give me your necklace"

"No" I said as I grabbed it tighter.

"Abigail!" She shouted. "Give it to me!"

"Over my dead body!" I shouted back.

"Abbi he doesn't love you anymore so you are holding on to nothing that matters" she barked. "Give it to me or I will snatch it off your neck"

"No" I said slowly then got out of bed. "And if you try I'll kick your ass"

"You're a fucking joke" she sighed. "Look what you let him do to you Abbi!"

"You can try to lecture me and tell me I'm useless but I won't get rid of this necklace or the ring so get out my face" I said calmly, I didn't have it in me to argue anymore.

"Fuck you Abigail" she huffed then stormed off slamming the door behind her.

I had managed to make everyone I love hate me. Isis and Terrance couldn't take me seriously since all I did was lay in bed and sleep, Matty hadn't called me since I left not that I had expected him to. My mother realized that I was slowly turning into her and gave up on me a while ago. My father hadn't called and I didn't mind. The only person that knew the whole story was Terrance he swore to me he wouldn't tell my mom or anybody else what Matty did, when I landed I just told them we broke up and that the tour was getting to hard on me.

How do you explain to the people you love most in the world that the person your crazy about literally shattered your heart? At this point I'm sure they had their own assumptions as to why we broke up but I never validated them and I never spoke of Matty so they couldn't get answers out of me. I didn't want them to know but deep down inside I was still fighting for my relationship but they didn't need to know that especially Terrance. I didn't need them hating Matty because they would know what I did and I didn't want them to look at me any different.

Anyways like they said it was Thanksgiving and practically my whole family plus Isis's whole family was coming over. I wasn't in the mood to hear them ask about Matty or ask why we broke up and have to explain my lie to countless people but staying in my room or trying at least would just make matters much worse especially since Isis wasn't too happy with me. My feisty best friend was out for blood.

After my brief shower I just slipped on the white silk maxi dress my mom had laid out and some nude heels. The dress was spaghetti strapped and synched at the waist but long so hence why I wore the heels. My hair was being really dysfunctional so I just braided it into two French braids and my skin was reacting poorly to the change of climate once again so I just packed on makeup to make me look less dead and gross.