The 1975

Chapter Seventy-Eight || A night to remember

Date: December 2nd

Location: Echo Stage - Washington D.C.

"Abigail" Isis called as she banged on the bedroom door. "When I agreed to let you stay with me I thought we would hang out"

"Yo leave her be" Terrance sighed. "Its not even noon yet"

"My point exact Terrance" Isis snapped.

It had been like this every morning since I "moved" in. I wouldn't wake up when Isis wanted me too, Terrance and her would argue outside the guest room door forcing me to get up and tell them to shut up so I can go back to bed. I thought being here instead of being home would be better for me, my parents could barely face me especially my mom I think she was disappointed in me so Isis offered to let me stay but she is just as bad as my mom. Isis and me constantly fought about Matty and it was really getting annoying but it was either here or home and at least here I had Terrance who was on leave from school thanks for a family emergency. Aka me.

I won't even begin to talk about how I feel because it hasn't changed. I mean I should be "healing" by now but I'm not and I don't want to. I don't want to move on not now at least because I'm not ready but Isis doesn't understand that. You can't forget a love like that over night and you sure as hell can't forget a heartbreak like that overnight, I was extremely conflicted with my feelings and my family and friends weren't helping. It's really fucking hard loving someone who does not love you.

"Ab" Terrance sighed as he knocked on the door.

"I'm up" I groaned then took the empty bottle of wine on the night stand and rolled it under the bed so Isis wouldn't start another argument about my intense drinking.

"We're coming in" Isis said as she opened the door. "God did someone die in here?!"

"Isis" Terrance sighed.

"Morning babe" Isis smiled as she walked open to the curtains and opened them.

"Can you not?" I groaned as I shielded my eyes from the light. I hadn't seen sunlight so bright in so long, I'm not even being dramatic either. Sleeping till three has its perks.

"I can but I won't" Isis smirked. "Listen we got things to do and you won't be spending another minute in bed so please for the sake of my three hundred dollar bed sheets go shower"

"Nicely said sis" Terrance mumbled.

"Also get the bottle of wine from under the bed" she smiled then walked out.

"Don't mind her crazy ass" Terrance sighed then sat next to me. "How ya holding up?"

"You ask me the same thing every day and the answer will not change T" I sighed.

"Right but you-" he started to say then stopped. He found what I've been trying to hide. "What is that?"

"Sleeping pills" I said as I grabbed the prescription bottle off the nightstand. "I got them from my mom"

"Abigail" he sighed then snatched the bottle from me. "It's almost empty!"

"Really?" I fake gasped.

"No more!" He barked.

"I can't sleep" I mumbled. "I can't eat hence why I've been smoking again to bring up my appetite and everything hurts"

"You've been smoking in my apartment?!" Isis barked.

"No on the roof when you're at school" I sighed. "I'm not dumb"

"Yo don't even start!" Terrance barked at his sister then grabbed my hand. "You cannot do this to yourself"

"I can" I sighed then snatched the pills back.