The 1975

Chapter Eighty-Four || Accidental Affair

Date: December 15th

Location: Stage AE - Pittsburgh, Pa

You know what sucks?

People brag and brag and brag about how amazing short hair is and how they feel so free with it and it's so easy to maintain and yes that all may be true.

However what they forget to mention is how extremely hard it is to style short hair.

Now usually with my long hair I could toss it up in a high bun or braid it so that every annoying strand of black hair didn't frustrate me when I'm and about.

See now the case with my short hair is I can really only style it one way and that is down. Like left untouched.

And yeah sure that's fine because it looks great but if I even attempt a high bun strands of hair begin to fall out and tickle my neck and if I attempt to braid it little pieces will poke out and it stresses me out.

Matty literally thinks I have gone insane.

And I probably have because my life is just a big fucking mess. So now since I'm gonna pretend you asked how my life is a mess I'm gonna list all the things and people who are making my life messy.

Starting with Christmas.

Christmas is ten days away.

Now I love Christmas, I love the music and the food and the gifts and the love that it brings because all my childhood was spent having the most amazing elaborate Christmas's with my family and Isis's family and it was really really amazing.

It's my favorite holiday because it's the only holiday out the year that brings everyone together, not thanksgiving because my family is religious and gods birthday is the most important thing ever so of course you have to be with your family on that day.

Anyways it's my favorites because my family is everything to me and unlike most people I actually like spending time with them, not lately of course since they're all out to kill my boyfriend, but nonetheless being around them causing me a great deal of stress and also a great deal of happiness.

Now the reason Christmas is stressing me out is because 1) I haven't bought a single gift and 2) it'll be the first Christmas I've ever spent without my family and it makes me sad despite my current relationship status with my family members.

Now another thing that is stressing me out is George. If I go into detail about why he's stressing me out I'll probably end up being more stressed so for the sake of my health I'll just curse God for making him so god damn attractive.

Too bad I'm in love with Matty.

So madly in love with him that I'm willing to once again sacrifice my family to make him happy. If he wants Christmas in Manchester we will do Christmas in Manchester. So yeah maybe Jamie was right but love makes people do stupid things.

Anyways here we were. Ten days before Christmas with no gifts and George Daniels.

"My nose hurts" I groaned as I pressed on the bridge of my nose.

"Do you think it has something to do with that mental bar you have plunged through it?" Ross chuckled as he ate his lucky charms.

"You're so funny I forgot to laugh" I said emotionless then looked at John. "Am I bruising?"

"Not at all" He assured me with a warm smile.

I thanked him with a smile then skipped back into Matty's room to avoid George who was set to walk out the bathroom any minute now.