The 1975

Chapter Forty-Five || Meet me in St. Louis

Date: September 5th

Location: Loufest - St. Louis, MO

I haven't seen Matty in fourteen days and although that may not seem long to most people that is long as hell to me especially since I've been stressed out for the last fourteen days. First I had to move my whole life in New York to Manchester without actually being in Manchester and of course problems occurred. First they lost my tv then while they were moving my furniture out my apartment that banged the couch against the wall and left a hole in the wall which of course I have to pay for. Then Manchester Uni is throwing a fit because Green wrote one of the worst recommendation letters ever so now they want an explanation for why I left Hudson and I don't know what to say.

Finally my biggest problem was and still is my family. My mom threw such a fit this morning while I was in the airport and now she's not talking to me. Isis is in Pennsylvania since she already started school and Terrance left for Michigan yesterday and Kendal isn't talking to me because he thinks I'm being a girl which technically I am.

It just really hard not having my families support during this. My whole life they were all I had, they are literally my world and now they can't even support me and my decision to move which is hard because if shit hits the fan I don't want them to say I told you so I want them to be there for me. It just hurts but it's my choice and I gotta deal with the consequences.

Anyways now I'm here in St. Louis and everybody thinks my flight comes in later but it doesn't. I wanted to surprise Matty who I haven't talked to in two days because he's been so busy traveling and time zones have just fucked us over but what's new!

"Abigail?" Ross asked as I stepped off the elevator.

"Hey!" I squealed.

"I thought your flight was at six" he chuckled as he hugged me.

"No I wanted to surprise Matty" I giggled.

"Well he's sleeping with G, Adam is with Jamie. Have you talked to him?"

"Uh not exactly, he gave me permission to tag along today but we haven't had a decent talk"

He nodded. "Well I gotta go get something at front desk but I'm happy you're back it's been boring with out you"

I smiled. "I'm happy to be back"

The guys had the whole floor to themselves because apparently from what security told me they were traveling with a bunch of people. Which is normal but usually they don't have a whole hotel floor to themselves but it's a good thing because sometimes fans sneak onto the floor and that's just an awkward situation. Anyways Matty's room was at the end of it was open which doesn't surprise me.

When I walked inside both Matty and G were sleeping in the same bed which is another thing that didn't surprise me. I put my suitcase down near the door then jumped on them both.

"Fuck me!" G groaned along with Matty.

"Well that's no way to treat your guest asshole!" I barked.

"Abigail!" Matty chuckled then pulled me down on top of him. "What the fuck are you doing here?"

"I came to surprise you" I smiled.

"Great surprise" G barked then sat up. "You've been missed little one"

"Likewise G" I smile then cupped Matty's face. "Hello"

"Hello" he smiled then kissed me. "I missed you"

"I know" I said.

"I'm going to kill myself" G groaned then got out of bed and walked into the bathroom.