The 1975

Chapter Sixty || Guess whos back

Date: October 20th

Location: Proxima - Warsaw, Poland

It's been two weeks. Well almost two weeks. I took Matty and Jamie's advice and the morning after the Germany show I left for home. Matty was defiantly sad but also relieved that I mustered up the balls to actually leave him. I needed to leave, I was suffering from serious jet lag and homesickness I just needed to be with my family who I hadn't seen in months then with Isis who I desperately needed to see.

So I spent my first few days in New York with my mom, we bonded over shopping and coffee then I hopped on a train to Pennsylvania and spent the rest of my time with Isis. It was the most fun I had had in a long time and although I did miss the guys more than anything I was so happy to be on my own scheduled and not theirs.

But now I was back and surprisingly I was happy about it. I thought at first I would be sad to be back on their schedule but after being away from Matty and being in completely different time zones I realized why most relationships like this rarely work out. We barely talked while I was gone, we faced time when he could and when he called the conversations were always less then fifteen minutes maybe twenty if we were lucky. I was back and nothing was better than that.

"I thought Matty would be here" I said as Ross and John approached me.

"He's hungover" John said. "We didn't wanna wake him up"

"Well we tried" Ross said quickly. "But you know him"

I nodded. "Well let's get going"

"It's been two weeks" John said. "A hello would be nice"

I giggled then yanked them both into a hug. "Hello boys, you've been missed"

"Same goes for you" John said. "Never realized how much you meant to me till I was playing FIFA by myself at four in the morning"

I giggled. "Well I won't be leaving anytime soon"

"Thank god" Ross sighed. "Matty's lost with you"

"I'm lost without him" I mumbled.

We had came to Warsaw once before but never really experience it. My freshman year of college I took a holocaust class, I had always been interested in the holocaust and my teacher made it even more interesting. Warsaw had one of the most famous ghettos that they put the Jews in, I'm pretty sure that you could tour around Warsaw and learn some Jewish history but I don't know.

When we got to the hotel I had to pick up an extra room key from the front desk then we headed upstairs. Like usual when I'm gone G usual sleeps in bed with Matty, at first I thought it was weird but now I just realized it's a British thing and they're really close friends so them sleeping together isn't something unusual for everybody else.

"Fuck!" Matty shouted as I walked in the room. "I'm so sorry babe"

"It's fine" I smiled then ran into his arms. "I've missed you so much"

"I really wanted to go get you but I overslept, I'm so sorry love" he said as he squeezed me tight. "I've missed you like hell"

"It's fine" I assured him then kissed him. "I love you"

"I love you more" he whispered.

"Alright let me see her now G said.

I giggled then squeezed my 6foot3 blonde as I hugged him. "You've been missed terribly, next time you leave take me with you" he said into my hair.

"I promise" I sighed then let go.

"Meeting in Jamie's room"
John shouted from the hallway.