The 1975

Chapter Thirty-Three || So good to me

Date: July 30th

Location: Metro Theater - Sydeny, Australia

"Talk to him" Ross said.

"It won't kill you" John huffed.

"It'll probably kill him" James chuckled.

"Stop!" I snapped. "I'm not ready to talk to him!"

"Ready?!" George asked. "Stop being a fucking girl Abigail and march into his room and talk to him because trust me he has lots to say!"

I sighed then dropped my bag on my bed and walked out my room and headed for Matty's. I was gonna beat the shit out of George for speaking like that to me later but for now he was right, I was being such a girl about everything I mean why couldn't I just talk to him it's not like it would physically kill me to do it.

"Abigail" he said as he opened the door.

"I feel like were on a bad note and I really don't wanna be on a bad note with you because I am stuck with you for the next however long I'm here for. Anyways maybe we should just forget whatever happened between us, it was innocent and clearly it meant nothing to either of us" I said swiftly.

He sighed. "Uh that's not exactly what I was going to say but whatever you want Abigail"

"Wait what were you going to say?" I asked.

"I like you Abigail I really do" he said but I stopped him.

"No you can't do that, you love Gemma" I sighed.

"I loved Gemma" He said. "I care deeply for her but what we had is in the past"

"Stop" I said. "I need a minute"

"That's fine" he chuckled. "Wanna come in?"

I nodded then stepped inside his room and sat on his bed. He sat next to me and once he put his hand on my thigh a bolt of electricity shot threw me.

"Can you not?" I asked.

He chuckled. "Touch you?"

I nodded then tried to move his hand but instead he just interlaced his fingers with mine. "Matty" I sighed.

"Abigail for once stop worrying" he huffed then grabbed my face.

"But Gemma" I said.

"Say her name again and I'll cut my hair" he said then smashed his lips on mine.

It all felt so perfect. Like it was meant to be and when the kiss intensified and I found myself on his lap I couldn't stop myself. I was falling, falling deep for a guy that would probably break my heart but I didn't care, well I do care but in that moment I didn't because it all felt so right. Me with my fingers in his hair and him with pulling my body tight against his.

I wanted to kiss every part of him. So I did, I kissed his cheek and his nose and his jaw line and his neck then I wanted to kiss his chest so I pulled off his shirt then kissed his collar bone and his 'Annie' tattoo that I would ask him about later. While I was kissing him I was clawing into him as well, because I couldn't get enough of him.

"Matty! Is Abigail is there?" Kendal asked as he knocked on the door.

"Fuck" I groaned against his chest.

Matty chuckled then lifted my head up and kissed my lips. "What should I say?"

"I'll get it" I said then stood up and fixed myself up before opening the door.

"Hey you good baby girl?" kendal asked me, Terrance was behind him.

"Yeah" I assured him. "Were talking"