destined angel (on hold)

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Borrowing a laptop just so you guys could get an update so hope you enjoy

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A problem with memory - 2

The walk to Magnus' is peaceful and calming. When I arrive I find Magnus staring into space and quickly sit next to him. I pull Magnus' head down so it is resting on my lap and run my fingers through his hair.

I stay like that until he comes to. "Magnus?" I ask softly when I notice he has come to. 

"kitten?" He asks as he sits up. "How long have you been here?" 

"Not long. Mags are you okay? you know you can talk to me about anything you need me to." I say softly as I gently stroke his cheek causing his cat eyes to come through making me smile. 

"I'm fine kitten don't worry about me." He says dismissively as he slowly pulls away from me and stands up. "would you like a drink?" 

"No thankyou and I do worry about you Magnus. And so does Alec. You are my soulmate and I love you. I would love to make sure you are always happy but I know that is impossible with the world we live in so the least I can do is be there for you. to stand by your side and show you how much I love you instead." I say as I pull him around to face me and see tears in his eyes. 

I know I'm not always here physically due to all the crazy stuff I have to deal with but I am always here when you need me Magnus." I say before pulling him into a hug. "Please, please talk to me." I beg before I feel his arms wrap tight around me as his head rests on top of mine. "Don't push me away. 

"When I was tortured in Valentine's body, that agony Rune, it, it made me relive my worst memory and now I can't get it out of my head. Every time I close my eyes it-" He stops and I pull away  slightly to look at him. 

"Magnus, you don't have to continue if you don't want to." 

"It's okay Kitten I do. When I found my mother dead by her own hand my step-father found me shortly afterwards. He screamed at me, he called me an abomination. He was right. he blamed me for her suicide and he said that she hated herself to giving birth to a monster so I lashed out, with all the magic I had. I burned him Adelina, right where he stood. I murdered my step father." 

"You were just a boy. you were scared and not in control of your powers." I say softly hating seeing my mate despising himself so much. 

"Yes, actually I was. I never wanted you to see this terrible, Ugly side of me, of my past." 

"Magnus, I want to see every side of you, no matter how ugly you may think it is because there is nothing ugly about you. nothing you say or do is gonna make me leave." 

We stay like this for awhile before Magnus pulls away. "You okay?" I ask and my warlock mate just smiles at me. 

"Much better." He responds. "Now I know how busy you are with all your shadowhunter business and how they are planning to move Valentine. I was asked to participate." He explains when I furrow my brows in confusion of how he knows already. "So, despite how much you love me, there is another reason for your visit I presume?" He asks and I look down disappointed in myself. 

"I was hoping you could help me with a spell to track down my brother. A friend of mine suggested blood tracking but I wasn't sure if it would work due to all of the experiments we've both been through." 

"It's worth a shot." He says and I smile thankfully before placing a kiss to his lips. 

"Thankyou Magnus. I have actually been worried that you all would think it was a bad idea but he's my brother and I have to." I say sadly. 

"I understand, he's your family even if you don't remember. Now go and sit down on the sofa and I'll get everything ready." He says before shooing me off causing me to laugh. I do as I am told and sit and wait. I don't have to wait long before Magnus is returning with a glass flask filled with a purple liquid. 

"How does it work?" I ask not really understanding it, I was honestly surprised such a type of tracking existed. 

"first I'll need some of your blood first." He responds as he sits down at the table in front of me and holds out the flask. I nod and make a knife before running it over the tip of one of my fingers. A few drops of blood of blood falls into the task and it suddenly turns colourless. "There is a reason very few people use blood tracking kitten." he says after a moment of silence. 

"Why's that?" 

"There is a low chance of it working for one and secondly it can be executional painful. You can either drink it and rely on the feeling of where he is  but it only lasts a far around a minute or you can take it as I drops which have a higher chance of success and you will be able to see through his eyes for a short while. Neither option is 100% accurate though. Are you sure you want to do this?" 

"Yes, I have to try, I'll try the eye drops." I say and he sighs before pouring the colourless liquid into an eye drop thing and motions for me to lay down. I keep my eyes open as he carefully drop's a single droplet in each eye. 

The second the drops hit my eyes I let out a cry of agony as it feels like my eyes are on fire. I feel my angelic blood trying to heal me and try to stop it as an image comes into my mind but it is gone before I can grasp it. The pain quickly fades and I sit up confused on what went wrong. "What happened?" I ask surprised it ended so quickly. 

"Your pure angelic blood must have fought against it. I'm sorry kitten." 

"It's fine Mag's, I knew the chance of it working was slim." I smile sadly at my warlock mate who returns it in kind. "As I'm here do you want to grab lunch together?" I ask but Mags just sigh's and shakes his head. 

"I can't I have to get ready for transferring Valentine, rain check?" He asks and I smile and nod. 

"Sure." I say before I hear a ping from my phone followed quickly by a second. The first is from Luke, the second from Clary. I open it and freeze when I read the message before me. 

Adelina, A girls been found dead, drained of blood with Simon's finger prints on her bracelet. I believe he killed her, call me.