Scarred For Life

Chapter 38

Danielle's Point of View

I still stood there in shock.

It can't of been my test, it said negitive...

"What?!, It said negative" I blurted out.

He shook his head. "No it said... Positive. Wait what do you mean it said negative...?"

Me and my big mouth talks again.

I turned around and looked in the fridge again. "Err.. what drinks should we get?"

"Danielle?"

"How about this? I think.." he grabbed my shoulders spinning me round so I was facing him. I bit my lip as I looked at him.

"Spill" he said. His turn to fold his arms and try and look right through me.

I exhaled deeply. "You know how we... you know the other night?" I waited for him to nod so I knew he was following. "Well my period came late, and it never does so I panicked. I told Kaelyn and she told me to take a test and-"

"Wait, Kaelyn knew about this before me?"

I rubbed my forearm and nodded. "I only told her because-"

"Danielle, I'm meant to be your boyfriend, okay? You can trust me. If you thought you were pregnant you could of at least let me know!"

"No, I was... I just couldn't"

He rubbed his face turning around. I really didn't want to fight with Calum, especially not after the other night.

"Couldn't or wouldn't" he was on the other side of the counter at this point. "Why don't you trust me Danielle? Are you regretting this relationship or..?"

"No!" I walked to the counter placing my hands on them. "Calum it's just a test, it's not like it was positive anyway"

"No! But what if it was."

"But it wasn't. Calum I really don't want to fight with you" My eyes were starting to water. I don't even know why we were arguing over a pregnancy test.

"We wouldn't be if you told me about the test in the first place!" At this point his voice was started to get louder and it was scaring me.

"Calum! Stop! Okay, just stop!" Tears were streaming down my face. I quickly wiped them away with my fingers as I looked at him. "I'm sorry.. okay? I didn't know it meant so much. I was going to tell you, I just wasn't ready"

"You know. I actually do want kids. I do want to have a little family one day. Probably with you, and the fact that the time I do it with you and there's a possibility our future could have started and you don't tell me. I feel like you don't trust me. You trust Kaelyn more than me, even though you've known her five minutes!"

"Fine! I get it, Cal, but we don't have to fight over this! I do trust you okay, I do"

"Ahem" a voice called from the door. I turned my back to whoever it was and faced the garden. "Is... everything okay?" The voice asked I think it was Kaelyn.

"Fine" Calum answered vaguely.

"Okay..." I think she had left a couple moments after.

"Please... Calum..."

"This isn't the first time you haven't trusted me. With Liam, the other night, and now this. Do you want this to work because the key thing in a relationship is trust. We clearly don't have that."

I turned around to look at him. "Do you know why? Do you know why I don't tell you this stuff straight away, is because I'm scared. I'm scared of the way you react with things like this. I can't tell you something without you lashing out like this" He clenched his jaw. "I love you, okay, I love you to pieces, you just need to learn how to not react with violence"

He scoffed. "What do you mean violence, I have never done that in this relationship, and I would never because it's wrong" he slammed down hard on the table as he finished making me jump back.

My lips starts to quiver as I couldn't hold back my tears this time. "Didn't stop you before though" I blurted out which I honestly did not mean at all. "I'm going to get some air..." I said shakily walking towards the front door.

I took my slip on VANS slipping then on.

"Danielle, are you okay?" Someone asked from the living room.

"I'm fine!" I half snarled, half cried.

Grabbing a zipper from the coat hangers I opened the door and then closed it slamming it shut as I did. I stormed down the stairs looking round before putting my head in my hands and starting to cry.

That's the biggest fight we've probably ever had and I'm scared that of what I said I might of lost him.

I wiped away my tears with the sleeves I the zipper, then realising it was Calum's. Not wanting to have anything of his right now I forcefully took it off of me throwing it at the door, I had a light jumper on and the weather wasn't bad so I was fine.

I then started to walk. I don't know where just far away from the house.

Calum's Point of View

I groaned loudly as I heard the front door slam shut. I always have to mess things up like this. One of the biggest fights we've ever had and all of it was my fault.

I didn't mean it, I just got upset when she told Kaelyn before me. Do I always sort things out with violence? I don't mean it..

I might probably have just lost my girlfriend now.

"Cal, you alright?"

"I'm fine" I sighed running my fingers through my hair.

"What was the fight about?"

I turned around around to see I was talking to Ashton. He leaned an arm against the counter.

"I was just being an asshole over nothing and now I think I've just screwed things up with her..." my eyes started to tear up "I think I've lost her man, I think I've lost her"

"Come here" he cooed pulling me in for a bear hug. "She'll come around"

"No she won't, we both said things, things that we can't just forget" I sniffled. We pulled back and I looked at him. "She's never going to want me back.."

"Stop, she will"

"I'm not so sure about that..."

Hellooo!

Quite an emotional chapter 😢

Poor Cal-Pal.
And Poor Dani.

Let me know what you think will happen between them.

Will they break up? Will Danielle be soft and come back to Calum?

I plan to have to book finished by about chapter 55-60. It seems a long way away but I have a lot planned for the last leg of this book.

Let me also know what you favourite #Canielle moment was, just because I wanna know. haha 😜

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