Scarred For Life

Chapter 26

Danielle's Point of View

For the last little part of DisneyWorld, Ash didn't speak to me. He just kept himself away from everyone else and I couldn't enjoy myself because I knew that he wasn't enjoying himself.

I've apologised numerous times but he just won't say anything to me. I feel really, really bad but sometimes I just talk to much and things slip out like that.

Today is the day we are heading off to the first location for the headline show if the tour. San Francisco.

We had about 6 hours until the bus was coming as we were going to be driving through the night and a little of the morning.

So that gives me 6 hours to try and patch things up with not only Ashton and I, but with Ashton and Miriam.

I lay back on the freshly made bed I had just made after packing up my suitcase and cleaning up the room.

Calum has gone down to have breakfast with everyone else, I just wasn't hungry and said I'd clean up a bit.

Rolling myself into a ball and drained in my own thoughts.

I lay for a bit just trying to think of ways to get Miriam back, because she was a really nice person. Yes the tattoos and piercings kinda scare you a bit, but she's a big softie just like Ashton, and that's why they are made for each other.

I then started to remember, April. What is Luke going to do with her, I mean we can't just leave her either I mean she is also, a really sweet girl.

I was so deep into my thoughts I didn't hear Calum walk in until I felt his arms wrap around me from behind.

"Hey" he whispered.

"Hi" I whispered back.

"What you doing?"

"Just thinking" I sighed.

"What about?"

"About, Ashton, Miriam, April. I mean I've probably messed up Ash's whole relationship. He won't say a word to me... and it's all my fault" I say all at once letting a tear roll down my cheek. I started to sniffle and he rubbed my arm up and down in comfort.

"Come here..." he cooed. I turned my body around so I was facing him and cuddled into him. "It's not your fault, it's no one's fault okay?"

"If my big mouth wasn't open, none of this would if happened though..."

"But Ash was going to tell her later, the same thing probably would have happened. Don't beat yourself up about it, okay" he moved his body away so I was looking at him "Okay?"

I sniffled and nodded "Okay..."

He pulls me in for another tight hug "Right, come on. You're gonna need to eat something"

"No, I'm really not hungry" I refused.

"Come have something to drink then or something. Don't want to be stuck in here for the last couple hours if DisneyWorld"

I soon agreed taking Calum's hand and then going downstairs.

When we got to where everyone was sitting, everyone gave me small smiles hence Ashton who was sitting with his phone and earphones in. Kaelyn came up to give me a hug. "He'll get over it. Don't worry about it, yeah ?"

I nodded sitting down at the far end if the table. Everybody got deep into conversation but I just zoned out. Ashton wasn't talking too, and I felt really bad.

"I'm gonna...go" I said before breaking into tears and then getting up and running out the café and going back upstairs. I couldn't deal with bit speaking to Ash. I couldn't deal with him hating me.