Danielle's Point of View
I woke up still in Calum's bed, but he wasn't there. I furrowed my eye brows and checked my phone. It was 7pm, not too late. I got up ,putting on my zipper and headed down stairs, I saw all of the boys in the living room, and went to sit in the one seated chair.
"Hey.." I smile crossing my legs in a basket.
They nod and give me small smiles.
"What is it...?"
Michael clears his throat and sits up "we um... We have the um.. the tour coming up soon.. and we need to like leave"
My smiles fades as he tells me this. I'm gonna have to go back home. I can't after what's happened. If i go back now, my parents will kill me, and Calum, I'm just starting to trust him and the boys and I don't... I don't want them to go...
"Oh.. okay.." I say a little sad "I'm just gonna go get a drink" I get up from the seat and head to the kitchen. Once I got there I start to cry.
Nothing ever ends well for me. I was starting to just get my life back in track and now, it's just gonna get destroyed again. I felt someone's arms go around me and there chin on my head. I turned around and saw Calum.
"Are you okay?" He asked looking at my face. I looked up at him and nodded before starting to cry. He pulled me into a hug and started stroking my hair. "is this about the tour?"
I nodded "if you guys leave where will I go ? I'm not going back home! And school, more people will just bully me..." I paused "sorry..."
"It's okay, but listen you don't have to stay here on your own. You can come with us"
My mouth dropped "what ?"
"Come on tour with us. We'll have to check with management first but , I'm sure it'll be fine" he shrugged.
"Really ?" He nodded "I love you Calum thank you so much!" I shrieked and hugged him.
"Wait... you love me...?" He asked as I was still hugging his torso. I let go and looked at him.
"No.. I mean yes... but... I ... " To stop me from making a fool of my self he just kissed me. That's what I liked about him, he just kissed you by surprise and, I loved it.
"Whether you love me or not. I still love you" he whispered before walking away.
•Flashback•
"What was it? Just a one night stand then, is that what your staying ?!" I screamed at him. He continued packing, ignoring me. "Calum!"
"What?" He said acting calm, still packing.
"Calum you can't just leave like this, I'm fucking pregnant!"
"Just get an abortion then, it's gonna die eventually"
I scoffed. Is this boy being serious "how could you say that...?"
He picked up his bag and walked towards me "look I'm sorry Dan, but I just can't anymore. I still love you though, just know that, okay..?"
I nodded as he kissed my lips. Quite passionately may I add. He put his bag down our lips still connected and cupped my face. But eventually he stopped.
"I'm sorry..." he whispered picking up his bag and turning round.
"Calum!" I called, but he kept walking, and just like that , he was gone.
•End of Flashback•
Before Calum started his band, we were friends. We were at this high school party you know the typical ones.Loads of sluts and couples, drinks and sick and all that shit. Anyway one thing lead to another and basically me and Calum ended up having sex that night. He was staying at my house because my parents we off somewhere, god knows where and he just left me pregnant with no explanation. My parents never found out but I had an abortion. I was 15 at the time, and looking back at it now it was a horrible thing to do.
If I had the baby he/she would have been 3 years old.
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