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Chapter 4

Choking

(chapter will include mentions of suicide and a suicidal attempt.)

Kaveh was embarrassed, leaving early, everyone stared at him. Confused for why he left. Luckily Fontaine wasn't to far away from Sumeru, so Kaveh was able to get home at night. Kaveh walked through the night in Sumeru City. It was exquisite, the café's lights were shining on the street. You could see musicians on the road traveling. The street lights made Sumeru nice, warm and welcoming to an extent. Kaveh finally got home and closed the door as he walked in.

That was the last nail in the coffin, he was completely alone. Kaveh felt sad for he was only 15 years old, he had to act like an adult and now? He wasn't helping anyone, you could say he was useless baggage and he would agree. Kaveh sat on his couch. Kaveh felt useless, just a stupid little person there that's guilty for everything bad in his family.

He was terrible in his opinion, Kaveh was a murderer in his own opinion. "Oh, so now that your mom's gone you just fall into depression now too?" the voice said, it was right though he couldn't be depressed that was the worst and he was already guilty he couldn't do that did he deserve to even Liv- "no you dont."the voice said.
" youre useless. " kaveh couldnt help but tear up.

" just die. "

" it solves everything doesn't it? " the voice proclaimed." it'll make you feel better and everyone if you're just dead. "

" so die. "

This was stupid but, kaveh believed it he deemed his own self useless anyways. Kaveh went to his bedroom thinking of how to die and end his and others misery. He put up his hands in front him and then kaveh started trying to choke himself he started squeezing his neck tightly barely being able to breathe but he pushed on he could almost feel himself out of breath "so close." kaveh thought. He was near his last breaths but his hands were already fatigue from almost no air in his body he dropped them down "damn it." he cried. He started crying. "why can't I. Why can't I die?" kaveh complained. He breathed heavily regaining control over his body he lied down on the bed tired from his suicide attempt at strangling himself. His hands were cold they wanted to kill himself it hurt on his neck they were trying to kill him yet couldn't.

"what am I doing I got into the akademiya I should prepare not kill my self." kaveh tried to snap out of his suicide thoughts maybe things would take a turn for the better. Maybe he didn't have to end his life right here right now.
And with that. A week flew by and the akademiya began kaveh walked in and was officially in krshrawar.

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Sorry for such a short chapter I didn't know what to do lol tysm for reading! <3