Best friends? kaveh x alhathiam <3

Chapter 2

Fontaine

For the next few years, Faranak, Kaveh's mother fell into a spiral of depression, she would just be there crying on the couch. So kaveh would run all the errands and would cook everything.

He walked through sumeru city, only hearing whispers.

"Poor boy"

"I hope Faranak gets better."

"Kavehs grown up hasn't he!"

"I think it's Faranak's fault for his tough life."

Kaveh froze at that last comment, he scoffed, who were they to say it was his mom's fault "it's my fault." Kaveh thought as he walked to his house and saw a letter there at the front door. He opened it. He shouted rushing into the house.

"MOM! I got my akademiya acceptance let-" Kaveh dropped his letter. No one was there. Kaveh's hands were still open, as if the letter was still there in his hands. "Mom...?" he spotted a letter and walked over. The letter stated.

Dear Kaveh,

If  you're reading this, it means, I'm already going to Fontaine. As of writing this letter, someone came to the door leaving something for you. I'm getting remarried in Fontaine.

The date of the wedding is 2 weeks from now, so please, come and enjoy!

Do not fret, I promise I will come back to visit you and you can come whenever you please.

Love, Mom.

Kaveh's eyes widened, he dropped the letter and layed on the couch. He couldn't believe it.

He was alone.

The akademiya started in 3 weeks. He wanted to cry, but he couldn't, he needed to be strong for his mother yet, she was no longer there. It had been years since he last cried he touched his face it was wet. Kaveh was shocked, he was crying "no no no no NO NO!!" Kaveh shouted "MOM!" he cried out. He started screaming in pain "NO!!" he cried. Kaveh felt hurt. He thought he had nothing left to lose

He was wrong

Now,

He had nothing left to lose.

Kaveh's POV:

"why mom?" I cried. I felt sad. First I killed Dad and that was just me being an idiot. I started grabbing my hair angrily "Damn it!" I shouted still crying.  "WHY AM I SUCH AN IDIOT!?" I yelled out. "MOM!" I kept screaming. A voice inside me spoke up. "Why do you keep screaming? She's not coming back. "

I've been hearing these voices ever since dad died, maybe it's.

Guilt.

I started trying to make a scratch on my neck.

I don't know why.

"It hurts... So much..!" I winced at the pain. I scoffed it's my fault anyways.

"stop crying you idiot. Stop mourning, you're father's death is on you. You killed him, bastard." the voice said. I couldn't stop though. It hurt... So damn... much.
"mom left because of you." the voice said. "me?" I questioned my eyes widening once again.

"she left because of me?"
"huh!" I chuckled painfully as I put my fingers down only to see them filled with blood. I knew that was bad yet I couldn't help it. I touched my neck I could feel the blood dripping out. "damn it..." I got up from the couch and walked to the bathroom I stared at the mirror I saw blood dripping down my neck. I crouched down, To the cabinet below pulling out a wrap of bandages. They were white and long. I rolled some up in my hand and bit down to cut it.

I wrapped it around my neck, I accidentally got to much bandage so I tied a bow on the back.

I chuckled, it kinda looked pretty.

I went back to the living room. Realizing there was a box I missed that my mom left me. I picked it up. I knew it was for me but, I just couldn't, I walked to the closet, I looked back at the box. I couldn't bring my self to open it. So I just bent down and put it in the closet. I stared at it one last time.

Walking away

Never opening it.

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Tysm for reading! Goodbye! <3