Michelle's P.O.V
And so in conclusion, I also glow and it's red. I have a fucking red aura.
I've been training for a couple of days now after I saw my glow. At first we were scared and unsure of what to do. Well, I mean we as in all of us except Andy. Of course he wasn't scared.
He was sooo excited.
That weirdo. He's so brave.
I envy that from him, honestly. He's always so calmed and I don't understand how he can do that when we live in a freaking wasteland and we're never sure on if we're going to be ambushed or not.
It's all so... scary.
Either way, back to my aura and stuff.
I have most of the F.E.A.R book memorized now... all in the name of training... That book is full of shit. It's even got pictures of F.E.A.R guards and followers in F.E.A.R rituals and stuff.
It's so messed up.
-Michelle .-.
I closed the book and shoved it under the bed.
Getting used to all of this training and abilities and the book of F.E.A.R and stuff was exhausting.
I closed my eyes and layed my head back on the bed. I was sitting on the floor with my back resting against the side of Andy's bed. Or our bed, I should say.
My stomach did a weird thing where it sort of leaped into my chest and turned into a second heart. Beating like a beast.
Whenever I sit down, alone, and think about my life now, Andy is always a touchy subject for my emotions.
I don't know what to feel towards him. I mean, that night when we took the walk, he kissed me. But after that he hasn't made a move.
And everytime I see him I feel funny and we sleep together for fuck's sake! Every night, we sleep in the same bed.
I took a loud deep breath.
"I think I'm gonna be sick." I mumbled under my breath for only myself to hear.
Andy's P.O.V
Do it you idiot, just do it. I told myself over and over again in my mind.
I stood in front of my own bedroom door knowing that she was inside. Knowing that she would smile when I came in and said hi.
I smiled like a fool at the door ahead. What was it about her, about all of this, that made me feel so excited to have her here? I know it's cheesy but I've never felt like this before.
With a twist of the door knob I was inside the room.
She was sitting on the floor, resting her head on the bed. Man, training was really taking it out on her.
I cleared my throat and her eyes quickly opened up. She snapped her head in my direction and smiled when she saw it was only me. Just like I knew she would.
"Hey." I said in a strangled voice. Not really the kind of voice I was going for but whatever.
She coked an eyebrow. "You okay?"
"Yeah, I'm cool. Why'd you ask?"
"Nothing. You sounded funny. Maybe it's just me though, I'm kind of tired from training these last few days." She said getting up from the floor to sit on the bed.
I nodded. "Yeah, it's hard but don't worry." I smiled and held out my hand. "And yet here I am inviting you to come out and train with me."
She smiled but rolled her eyes. "I don't wanna..."
"Please?"
She sighed. "Okay fine. I'll go train with you and the guys, but don't make it too intense."
I laughed a little at her silly complains. "I promise. But, the guys aren't coming with us today." I gulped all of my concerns and fears and smiled. "Is that okay?"
Her right hand flew up to her neck and she scratched it. "Yeah it's alright."
I controlled the size of my smile and nodded. "Cool then, follow me."
We walked out of the room and made our way to the grass patch for a training session.
Honestly, I didn't have a training session planned for today. I just wanted to spend some time alone with her and I didn't know how else to get her alone.
I know that I may look very confident on the outside but I am very very shy. I mean I can't just go up to her and tell her I want to hang out. It's so awkward.
I'm so awkward.
Honestly, I think that socialising is one of the hardest things that I have ever had to do. It's hard to communicate through words and that's why I chose writing everything down. And I don't suppose I can just write her a note and tell her I want to hang out.
So I think that telling her that we were going to train was the best option.
She sat down right across from me on the grass patch with her journal in hand. "So what are going to do today?"
My hands were starting to sweat slightly but I tried to keep my cool. "For how long can you see my aura?"
"You're glowing right now." She smiled. "I think it might be like at least 30 minutes straight." She scratched her head. "I'm not sure."
"How does it work?"
"Well, I look at you guys sometimes and you're randomly glowing." She said. "I don't know how to explain it you just keep glowing brighter and longer when I concentrate on the small details of your auras."
"The same with my abilities." I said. "The more I concentrate on the symbols of life and leave behind the small tragedies, the longer prophecies I get. Repetition helps too."
"Yeah it really does! It gives a sort of comfort for your abilities, like it tells them it's okay to come out."
I was running out of things to say about her abilities since I really had no intention of training today.
Her smile seemed to quiver as silence set on us both and she stood up suddenly. "Want to take a walk?" She said.
A/N:
Hola! Como estan? So here's another chapter. I hope you read and enjoy. :) It's cold in Wisconsin. :P And I think I might be getting sick.
Gross.
Anyway, sorry for my personal stuff. Vote and Comment please.
-Michelle
