Michelle's P.O.V
Dear rebel journal,
Yeah, whatever don't judge me, I'm calling this my rebel journal. So, C.C and I have been training my mind so it grows stronger. Aka, he's making me sing and memorize the only freaking book in this place. It's a copy of the F.E.A.R book, explaining all of the rules and consequences and all the bullshit those people follow.
It's annoying. But I can see the auras for a much longer period of time. Yesterday, I saw C.C's aura for five minutes straight. I'm getting better but I still don't know what the auras mean.
-Michelle .-.
I put my pen down and closed the journal. Andy's right, writing in this journal helps me process my progress. I mean, I haven't gotten very far but baby steps are still steps.
"Oh. Hi!" Andy said comming into the room with a smile. "Why are you here so alone?"
I'd been hanging out with C.C in his room for the past week trying to make myself better at my abilities or whatever, but today he wanted to work on his pile of rubble. Men and their competition. It's so typical.
I mean just because Jinxx's pile is bigger, C.C's kind of freaking out about his dominance in the building. He says it's wavering. That loveable weirdo.
"Nothing. Just... writing in my journal." I said honestly. I hope he doesn't want to read it or else he'll know about my abilities.
"That's cool." He trailed off into space and came to sit next to me. "So you're not... um... busy?"
"We live in a wasteland."
He smiled knowingly. "Yeah, I know. I'm stupid... but I was wondering if you wanted to come for a walk with me later tonight?"
His request took me by surprise. I thought he was going to ask me to go train or maybe I don't know... build my own pile of rubble. But go on a walk? What the hell?
"Uh yeah sure. Why not?" I smiled friendly.
"Awesome! I'll be outside with Jinxx." He said and left the room with a smile.
I felt a feeling in my chest that told me I had to go tell someone. C.C was busy working with his stuff and I most certainly wasn't telling Andy or Jinxx. So maybe I'll go talk to Ashley.
This need for us girls to gossip and talk about our feelings is so weird. I mean, nobody really has to know that my feelings for Andy keep changing or anything like that but I just feel like I have to say it.
And of course Ashley probably wasn't the best choice but what the hell.
I knocked on his room's door and waited.
"Ash?" I called.
He opened the door with a flirty smile. "Yes darling?" He said.
Honestly this man is really attractive. I mean, great body, great hair and face. A great voice and personality. So rebellious and badass; he's quite a catch really.
But, then there's Andy. The one who saved me from certain death. The one with the gorgeous blue eyes and the great low voice. The one with the visions.
"Hey, can I hang out with you?" I said as I peeked inside his dark room. The light coming in through the window was being blocked by a black curtain and it was pitch black.
The smile on Ashley's face turned from total flirt to complete excitement. "Oh yes, yes, come in!" He made way for me to come in and I stepped into his room.
It was so dark in there, I could barely see. "Can I open the curtians?"
"Oh. Yeah, I'll do that!" He rushed in and yanked the curtain from the window.
The sudden light in the room blinded me at first. It hit me right in the eyes and my pupils went small very fast. It took a while for me adjust my eyes but when I did, the only thing I could see was Ashley standing in front of the window.
And that's when I first saw Ashley's aura. His aura was a very brilliant orange. It was glowing intensively, and it looked almost like fire. It was consuming. But as always, it left without a warning.
I sighed loudly and sat on Ashley's bed. So much for singing all day locked in a room with Chuppy...
"What's wrong?" Ash asked.
"Aw nothing. I just wanted to talk to someone about some stuff." I said.
Ashley turned and closed the door and locked it. He sat next to me on the bed and smiled. "Gossip?"
"Sorta."
"Ooh! Do tell."
I rolled my eyes. "It's just Andy-"
"Asked you to take a walk with him later tonight?"
I blinked a couple of times in disbelief. "Uh yeah... How do you know?"
"It was my idea." He stated simply.
I was starting to realize that all the boys were in a tight alliance I wasn't a part of yet. Every time I hang out with someone new it's like they know something about me and/or Andy that I'm not aware of.
C.C new about Andy's vision, and now Ashley new about Andy's suspicious invitation. What's next? Does Andy have a hidden daughter named Kayla that only Jinxx is aware of?
"It was your idea?" I asked in disbelief. "What? Is there a secret allience of men that I'm not aware of?"
Ashley laughed and shook his head no. "Don't be silly, Andy and I are just really close and it was a smiple sugestion." He paused for dramatic effect. "He's into you, you-"
"Oh stop."
"What?"
"You too?"
"Me too what?"
I sighed a bit. "First it was C.C telling me that Andy had seen me and him together in his prophecy and now-"
"Wait Chuppy told you?"
Oh shit. "Um... please don't tell Andy that I know."
"I won't. But it's true. You two under the night sky." Ashley said. "At first Andy was confused and he thought it was all just a misunderstanding but now..."
"Now?"
"Now his feelings are changing." Ashley said tauntingly.
I crossed my hands in front of my chest in a form of protest. Don't get me wrong, I mean Andy is very attractive and I was starting to feel things for him but... he can't like me.
Andy can't have feelings for me. He can not. I'm not his type. I'm nobody's type. I'm in total denial.
"And what exactly is the point of this walk?" I asked. "Is he going to help me train?"
"Michelle, not everything is training. He wants to hang out with you, get to know you. When was the last time you two hung out?"
"I don't think we'd ever hung out alone. Except for that one time when we were sorta training in the grass patch but you decided to call." I gave him a look and he stuck his tongue out at me.
"Whatever. Just be cool on the walk okay?"
"Be cool?"
"Andy can be really shy when it comes to feelings. Why do you think he's writing songs all the time?" Ashley asked.
"I'll try, but to tell you the truth, I'm hella nervous."
"Oh whatever. Come on, I'll help you get ready."
"Ready?" I have no clothes.
"Oh, just come with me."
A/N:
What do you think will happen on this mysterious walk? Idk... Just kidding, I do know. :) Please comment and vote if you find something you like. .-.
I love you all.
-MichelleCanFly
