Mercedez 3: Wildfire Games

16

He's back.

Pasalampak ko na isinubsob ang mukha sa kitchen island. I had a row of canned beers. Baliwala ang pag bar ko dahil sa nangyari. Para akong nahimasmasan. Hindi ko nga mawari kung paano ako nakauwi safely eh. Madalas kasi akong tulala at kanina pa nawawala sa sarili.

This is the first time I went overboard with my alcohol tolerance.

My head is already spinning and it didn't feel so good. I feel awful. Parang may kung ano'ng kumukulo sa sikmura ko. It left a bitter taste in my tongue. And my esophagus is actually burning. Sumisingaw ang sensasyong iyon patungo sa lalamunan ko.

Damn, baka acidic ang sikmura ko kaya ganito. I might need a check up tomorrow.

I burped. My face contorted in disgust when I have smelt something very foul.

Next thing I know, I was already running towards the common bathroom and puked everything out sa toilet bowl.

Fuck.

My stomach churned more and as disgusting as it may, I vomited every little drop of whatever I ate and drank the whole freaking day.

Napasubsob ako doon sa sobrang panghihina pagkatapos magsuka. I was already kneeling down on the floor, leaning all my weight towards the toilet bowl.

I sighed heavily, feeling so sick to my stomach.

Dahan dahan akong tumayo para i-flush ang toilet bowl. I grunted when I felt my temples throb in so much dizziness and ache. Napahawak ako doon.

Ngayon lang nangyari sa akin ang ganito.

I feel so damn helpless.

Sandali ko munang pinakiramdaman ang sarili bago nagtoothbrush. Then I went out back to the kitchen to get a glass of warm water. Pagkatapos ko'ng inumin iyon ay saka ako dumiretso sa kwarto.

I removed my make up, took a warm bath, then fell deep into my bed.

Ah... Finally some sleep.

Sheeesh. Baliwala ang pagpapamassage ko kahapon. Ramdam ko ang pananakit ng buong katawan ko ngayon nang magising eh.

It was already two in the afternoon when I woke up. Tinext ko nalang si Zairus na hindi muna ako makakapasok dahil masama ang pakiramdam ko. I needed not to explain further dahil nawitness niya rin naman kahapon. Hindi niya alam na medyo bumuti na ang pakiramdam ko no'n, kaso dinagdagan ko pagkauwi.

Natigilan ako nang maalala ang buong nangyari. Lalo na iyong sa parking lot. I gasped and anxiously touched the side of my neck.

Mabilis pa sa alas kwatro ko na nilisan ang kama para pumunta sa vanity ko. I checked my neck there. I craned and slanted it a bit, making sure to check every angle.

Umangat ang balikat ko sa paghinga nang malalim nang may mapansing kaunting sugat doon. I traced that part subtly. I hissed when my long nail accidentally scraped on it when I tried to feel its texture. Tumagos sa buto ko ang hapdi no'n. Fresh blood came out kaya inis akong kumuha ng cotton ball sa drawer para patigilin iyon.

I took the emergency kit and tried to mend it. Napagod nga lang ako nang matapos. It was a damn challenge lalo na't salamin lamang ang katungga ko. My neck ached because of it.

Buti nalang hindi nag cramps.

I decided to freshen up. And when I was about to get dressed, I decided to check on my body sa full body mirror na nakamount sa closet ko. It was a huge mirror because I dance here before.

Sa sobrang busy ko, hindi na nga ako nakakasayaw dito. Also I now have dance studios and meron din akong personal space sa office kaya kung gugustuhin ko or nasa mood ako ay may nasasayawan naman ako. Kaya bihira ko na 'tong gamitin as my space for dancing.