Chapter 49

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Dear Diary,

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Dear Diary,

         Narealize ko lang lahat ng nangyari ng maka alis ako sa lugar na iyon. I've been living in an illusion. Lahat ng nakita ko ay kasama sa contract na sinasabi ni Dad, sa kasunduan.

          Dad never wanted to bring me here, but Keres. Even Ravina was shocked to see me that time. I thought she was happy, it turns out she was just a good pretender. Kaya pala mukha siyang bagong gising that time. 

           Anyway, how did I get out? Remember the mannequins? They are the souls that Ravina trapped inside those porcelain displays. Their body was stolen and used as a vessel for Ravina's family. 

          Iisa-isahin ko. Mang Martin is Ravina's husband. Sarah is Sarah, Martin's sister. Quintessa and Lila are Sarah's offspring. Marie is Ravina's sister, and Lola Abi is Martin and Sarah's Mother. Lahat sila ay nagsuffer dahil kay Ravina.

          They don't know me but we helped each other to get out of that place. It's just happened that Martin,–the real one knows how to operate a car. May kotse kasi sa mansion, iyong ginagamit namin tuwing pupunta sa Tailor Shop but it was ruined. 

           Nagtulungan kami na palitan ang mga walang hangin na gulong at si Martin ang kumalikot sa wires para umandar. Mas magaan ang loob ko around them kaysa sa mga nasa mansion.

           We separate right away after nila ako ihatid sa mismong bahay ko. After that, wala na akong balita sa kanila.

           Maybe Ravina can't have a child for a reason, because she can't take care of one. Si Lola Abi ang nag alaga kay Mama, paano ko nalaman? I found a letter 25 years ago. Itong diary na sinusulatan ko ay diary din noon ni mom.

            Nang makabalik ako sa bahay ay sinalubong ako ng mga kaibigan ko. They asked and asked so I told them everything. Sebastian bilang isang dakilang writer ay isusulat raw ang kwento ko. I wanted to keep the letters on my own kaya I sent him a copy.

            I know Melody, hindi siya naniniwala sakin pero todo ang pagsang ayon niya. I know she's dating the person that I love but as a generous person, kaniya na iyon. It hurts, yes 'cause she's my bestfriend and she knows what's up with me and him but nevermind. I can be with someone better.

           Cally told me everything that's happening habang wala ako. Siya at si Seb din ang tumulong sa akin magpa swab test dahil nga sa virus na tinutukoy nila. Everything was fine again but I am traumatized. I can't sleep properly, nagf-flashback pa rin ang mga nangyari sa utak ko. I want solitude.     

           I left the town, yes. Dad already settled everything. He bought a house in Canada kaya doon ako pupunta ngayon. Ipinagkatiwala lahat ni Dad sa caretaker nitong bahay ang lahat ng iniwan niya para pagbalik ko ay siya ang mag aasikaso sa akin.

           Paano nga ba ako magsisimula? Hindi ko rin alam but I promised that I will live this life away from the desire that might ruin my soul.

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