To say the Winter Solider didn't know how to express his feelings was an understatement. You understand where he's coming from, his feelings are locked away because of HYDRA. You'd been in the same boat yourself.
But damn, was it hard to talk to him sometimes.
You sat in your room, curled up in a ball, staring into space when a knock made you jump.
Hesitantly, you stood and padded over to the door. When you opened it, Bucky stood there with his head hanging.
"Bucky?" You murmur, slowly placing your hand on his metal arm. "What's wrong?"
He takes your fingers in his human hand and squeezes them softly. "I can't be alone right now," he whispers, meeting your eyes before looking down quickly.
You smile sadly. "Me neither," you pull him inside your dark room and close the door. Bucky leads you to your messy bed.
Once he's climbing in, you snuggle under the covers and rest your head on his chest. His human arm automatically wraps around your waist to pull you closer.
"I don't want to be like this," Bucky mutters so quietly you barely hear him. "I don't want to be this-this killing machine."
You sigh. "You're not-"
"Yes, I am. I'm a monster." He says defeatedly.
"You're anything but a monster. Even after what HYDRA's done to you,"You say firmly, finding his hand and giving it a squeeze. "Trust me."
He pulls you closer and nuzzles his face into your hair, "What would I do without you, (Y/n)?" He asks softly.
Running a hand through his hair, you kiss his head. "You'd probably be snuggling it up with Steve,"
He laughs, sending chills up your spine.
Bucky's metal arm wrests on your torso, shining in the light as you trace the smooth surface. "Bucky?"
"Yeah?"
You suck in a breath and open your mouth to speak, but Bucky softly presses his lips to yours before you could get a word out. The kiss was everything you hoped it would be. Passionate, needy, and just a little bit dangerous.
When you pull away, your chests both heaving, you smile.
"I love you, (Y/n)." Bucky whispers against your lips, his worried blue eyes meet yours.
Is he afraid you'd reject him?
"I love you too," Reliefs washes over his face, making you grin. "What, did you actually think I wouldn't feel the same?"
He smiles and tucks a piece of hair behind your ear. "All I know is that you're mine and I'm never letting go,"
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Marvel Imagines
FanfictionCompleted. Second book is Marvel Imagines 2. Made: 11 May 2015 Completely: 6 November 2015