adopted by sebastian stan

Part 31

Y/n's Pov:

'Basket, basket-maker, guy who didn't bring enough money...' I laugh at the tv as I watch Gilmore girls for the billionth time. It's my comfort show. I've been watching it for the past 2 hours, watching my favourite episodes. As I watch Jess and Dean argue, I eat the snacks I have and then hear a car door slam which means dad is home. 'This is gonna be awkward' I say to myself. I carry on watching as I hear him unlock the door and come in. He closes the door and walks towards the kitchen.

"Hey, how was your day?" He says while getting something from the fridge.

"It was fine, and yours?"

"Tiring." I nod in return and carry on watching. I hear him come to the sofa and sit a few seats away from me. An awkward silence fills the room with Gilmore girls playing in the background. I try to focus on it but I can't knowing that we will have to talk about what happened eventually.

I hear him sigh and say "y/n can we talk?" I nod and pause the show.

A silence fills the room, as we both don't know what to say. "What do you wanna talk about?" I say, trying to ease the tension.

"I wanna talk about what happened yesterday."

I stare at my lap, not looking at him. "Okay."

"I'm sorry about how I reacted. I shouldn't of reacted like that and I should of listened to you." He says while sounding guilty.

"It's fine."

"No it's not. I should of talked to you about what's going on and what you need help with instead of shouting at you and saying stuff I shouldn't of said."

It's quiet for a bit as I don't know what to say. "Y/n can you look at me please." I hear him say. So I take a breath and look at his face. He has a worried and sad look on his face. It's silent for a bit before I say something.

"I'm sorry, I should of told you I was struggling with maths."

"Why didn't you?"

"I didn't want to disappoint you and make you think I'm dumb or something." I say looking anywhere but his eyes.

He moves closer so I can see his knees "I would never be disappointed in you and I will never think your dumb."

I look up and say "You thought so yesterday"  he sighs and looks down, and rubs his hands along his face.

"I didn't mean what I said. I was tired from work and I was mad that you thought you should keep things like that from me. I'm so sorry I took that out on you, I shouldn't of done that." He said looking straight at me.

I feel tears forming in my eyes, so I look down so he doesn't see. "You know, I've never had someone care much about how well I do in school. So I just stopped caring myself. It's why I don't try as much. So I'm not use to telling people about my scores." I say fidgeting with my fingers as I talk.

"Well now you do have someone who cares."

"Yeah I guess." I look up at him and say "im sorry I didn't tell you. I just didn't think you would care."

"Well I do. I want to know these things so I can help you when you don't understand things. And if you want, your school suggest a tutor from your class who can help. We can set that up if you want."

I nod and say  "yeah sure."

He smiles and says, "so are we good?"

"Yeah, we're good." I smile at him. He smiles back and pulls me into a hug.

"Good cuz Chris and Anthony would of shouted at me if we weren't by tomorrow." I laugh and pull away.

"My friend Michael would of shouted at you too if I didn't say we made up."

"You told your friend??"

"Yeah obviously. I needed someone to talk to about it. " we both laugh and he turns towards the tv.

"So what are you watching?"

"Gilmore girls. Have you never watched it before?"

"N0."

I gasp and say "omg you have to watch it. I'll start from the beginning." I say picking up the remote and exiting the episode i was on.

"Wait, we're gonna watch it now?" He says with a shocked expression.

"Yeah. You wanna order for dinner?"

"Sure pizza?"

"Yeah."

"How long is it?"

"7 seasons with 45 mins per episode."

I hear him groan as I start the first episode and hand him some crisps. He takes on and stays "ok I ordered-"

"Shhh it's starting." I sys interrupting him. I hear him chuckle and take a sip from his water.

A/n: sorry it's been a while. I didn't know what to write. I have ideas and might start writing more but idk yet.