𝐇𝐞𝐫 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐬

5- TW

I immediately knew this wasn't something good. When my mom brought a friend it was never something good for me. I think she just does it because she has debts with people and 'sells' me in exchange, because she doesn't has the money.

My heart rate picks up when I hear someone coming upstairs. I hear the sound of footsteps outside my door. Luckily my door is still locked, but I doubt they would leave my door intact when they notice I won't open it for them. I hear a male voice trying to get my attention.

"Zina, come open the door, I wouldn't hurt you we are just going to have some fun."

He's lying. They all do. They always tell me they won't hurt me but in the end I'm the one with pain and they don't care anymore.

I search around my room looking for a way out. The only way out except for the door, is my window. I open my window and already hear banging on my door. I look out of the window and see a fair depth under me. i am on the second floor, so when I jump I will most likely break or fracture my leg. I know I can't break it since I have a really important match Wednesday, but I have no other way out. I hear another bang on my door and know my door won't hold on very long anymore. I look down again and close my eyes. Just when I'm about to jump I feel arms around my waist pulling me inside again. I try to get out of their grip but there's no escape possible. I look behind seeing who is holding me and see Raina, my mother. I see something unrecognizable in her eyes. It looks like.. worry? But as soon as I catched a glimp of it she masks it with a emotionless expression.

"She's all yours, Ryan." She tells the man with a look of regret washing over her face.

The so called Ryan looks like a man around his thirties. He has dark hair and a dark Moustache. He looks at me with a evil grin and with a dark expression on his face.

I see my mother leaving my room and I beg her to stay and help me.

"Raina, no please don't leave me alone with him, please I'm begging you!"

No response.

Why was I so stupid thinking she would care about me?

The man called Ryan, grabs my waist and pushes me on the ground. My head hits the floor with a loud thump. My vision already starts to get blury and I look up at Ryan, seeing him take of his belt. I hear his belt hitting the floor and I know he will get what he wants from me, once again without my permission. He hangs his face above my face and whispers in my ear: "Now you're going to be a good girl and you're going to be quiet. Understand?"

I quickly nod my head, knowing he will do even worse things to me if I don't obey. He strips me from my clothes, while I cry softly, afraid any sound I make will make him hurt me even more. He touches my breasts and kisses my neck harshly. When I don't look at him he smacks my cheek, leaving a cut from his rings. "You look at me when I fuck you, slut!"

I slowly look at him and see the hungry expression on his face. I feel the bile rising in my throat but force it down. I'm sure he won't be happy if I throw up all over him.

He suddenly thrusts into me, making me scream in pain and agony. He throws a punch at my face and my head hits the ground once again. After that I keep quiet, crying silently. My mind Is foggy and hazy and I feel my grip on reality slowly fading. He's still thrusting into me, not caring about me but only about his own pleasures. He groans loud before pulling out of me and laying beside me breathing loud and heavy. He glances at me and smiles seeing me laying on the ground defeated. He likes watching me in pain while there's nothing I can do. They all do.

I feel my eyes closing and the last thing I hear is him whispering 'good girl' making me want to throw up. After that everything goes black and I'm finally in peace.