Ninjago one shots (Jaya)

Jaya Week- Day 7 (Forever)

Nya's POV
How do you know something is meant to last forever? I think it's when you can't deny it anymore. So why am I still denying?
It's been almost two years since Jay and I broke up. Well, since I broke up with him is more accurate. He keeps chasing me and I always shut him down. I don't know why I do this. I make the excuse that it's because I'm the new addition to the team, no less a girl, and I need to make a name for myself. If that were true I would have ended things later.
He still looks at me like I'm the world, his world but I'm not. I wish I was again. Wish isn't the appropriate phrasing especially now...
"We won't be able to hold them off," Jay groans struggling to keep the door shut to the basement. He looks into my eyes desperately with his electric ocean blue ones. In his eyes is hope and as much as Jay is good at covering his feelings I can see the fear.
He's not afraid for himself. I used to think that's all it was. About himself. How could I have been so wrong?
Why didn't I tell him I saw a future with him? Telling him all we'd ever be is friends was a mistake. I got mad at him for lying but I lied too. I'm such a hypocrite. Maybe if I told him all of this wouldn't be happening. Nadakhan wouldn't have taken Jay, Kai would still be here.
This is all my fault. Wu was right. I give up when things get hard. I can't do that anymore.
"Nya!" Jay cried. I turned my attention to the stone floor where a portal now stood. I couldn't really take in all of what he was saying. "You have to go!" He warned.
Why did you have to make this so hard Jay?
You're my forever even if this is ever.