LIFE ITSELF (A CHRISBROWN LOVE STORY)

CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO: THE CRASH

DEANNA

I laid there with my eyes closed trying not to think about what Chris said to me and how he was serious I laid there trying not to think what he did to me and how this couldn't be real I had to be dreaming, as I looked at the doctor talking to Joyce and how Joyce would look over at me with sympatric eyes almost in tears....I knew it was true

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DEANNA

(I look down then at him)" I'm sorry Chris ( I hugged him ) I gotta do what's right for me and that means I'll sign with young money" I say and he walks to the door and closes it and starts to pace the walks back to me

"ARE YOU FUCKING SEROUIS? ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME BITCH" He yelled

"Why are you calling me a bitch?" I say

"CAUSE YOU ARE A BITCH, I'LL FUCKING KILL YOU DO YOU HEAR ME I'LL FUCKING KILL" HE yelled rushing to me

"I did nothing wrong" I cried as he stood in front of me and I felt so much fear and I never saw his fist coming but I could taste the blood in my mouth and the pain on my face

"I'LL MAKE IT SO YOU'LL SPEAK AGAIN" He said as he grabbed my throat and started to choke me I tied to fight him off but he was too strong soon I couldn't breath and then he let me go and I fell against the wall then I got a sworn of slaps and punches to my face and thought out my body. Moments passed and I came to on the floor barely able to open my left eye I could see him sitting on the floor near the bed looking at his hand crying and whispering to himself (HOW CAN I DO THIS, HOW CAN I DO THIS) I laid there and closed my eyes soon I fell asleep hours had went passed and I woke up to see him asleep on the bed, I slowly got up using the wall to pull myself up and getting my purse and my jacket and getting a few things and getting the hell out of the house... Hours and Hours had passed finally I was off the plane and my body was still in pain blood still on my clothes as I rang the doorbell and it slowly opened when I saw her face I broke down in tears and she gladly welcomed us in as she looked at my face and she knew I had to go to the hospital as badly as I wanted to just lay down she wasn't haven't it and she took me to the hospital the doctors confirmed what I already knew 2 cracked ribs, a broken jaw, and a bruised voice box.

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"How is she doctor smith" she asked

"Her wounds will heal but she may never speak again" Dr.Smith says and I just cry

"So it won't heal at all" Joyce asked

"It can take from a few weeks to never, she'll have to stay here over night just to keep an eye on her" Dr. Smith says and leaves the room

JOYCE

"Deanna did Chris do this (she shakes her head yes) oh my goodness, Chris why? Why did he do this" I asked but Deanna went to sleep from all the pain medication

Chris

A Month later

I laid there in the bed still in shock about what I did weeks ago and after I told everyone what I did and I couldn't even look at myself and after getting cursed out by my sister and mother and even my father I knew I needed help but first I wanted to talk to and see Deanna and my boys I knew she was here in VA but she wasn't here my house so I knew she was at Janice house. So I got up and walked down the stairs where I saw momma sitting watching TV so I walk to her and lay on the couch and put my head in her lap and she looks down at me and I began to cry.