LIFE ITSELF (A CHRISBROWN LOVE STORY)

CHAPTER FIFTY-NINE: (TRIP) RIGHTING THE WRONGS GETTING BACK TO LOVE

CHRIS

After what I said to Deanna I felt super low and none of the girls came back to the table us guys ate our food kinda fast and went back to the penthouse where the girls was all but Deanna she wasn't there and none of them was telling me, hell none of them was even talking to me no matter how hard I tried.

*****************2DAYS LATER***************

I sat in the bed really broken and hurt Deanna wasn't here and I didn't know where she was, she wasn't answering her phone and no one would tell me either, It's been 2 days, but I knew the girls where she was but they wasn't telling me nor any guy in the house and they guys was still talking to me at least, but I stayed in my room for the last 2 days I ate breakfast, lunch and dinner here... I cried myself to sleep but I didn't stay asleep long, I don't know why I said what I said to her, I know my wife loves me she never cheat on me or ever hurt me and all I've been doing is hurting her, so I need to do something to show her how much I love her and how it's my own insecurity's that's making me say and do stupid shit... I laid there in the bed on her side of the bed, texting her over and over and over again she has yet to reply back until now.

My Heart- could you stop

Me- no bae not til you forgive me

My Heart- Chris please do you see what time, It just leave me alone.

Me- sorry I can't do that. I love you and I'm sorry I was out of line for me to say some disrespectful shit like that

My Heart- well why would you say that? Look I'm sleepy but I cant sleep.

Me- want me to come to you and you can sleep with me cause I haven't been able to sleep without you either

My Heart- what makes you think I can't sleep without you??

Me- because I know you, I know you can't 'cause I can't sleep withouy you either bae...So are you got to tell me where you are so I can come to you, NO SEX just to hold you.

My Heart- Chris I'm fucking hurt

Me - BAE let me come to you please!!

My Heart- you're not going to let up are you??

Me – NOPE!! :p

My Heart – I'm on the 47th floor room 428

Me- okay I'm going to take a shower then I'll be there shorty bae

My Heart- Okay

Me- Oh have you eaten yet??

My Heart- No I had a little snack earlier tho

Me- okay.

I got up and made a few phone calls and had something set up for me and my wife and I went and got undressed and go in the shower and washed up and just trimmed my facial hair a little then made sure I was smelling good and I got dressed I put on some blue jeans and white shirt and some blue and white Js and I grabbed my keys and my phone and my wallet and put on my jewelry and left the room closing the door behind me and went downstairs where everyone was but Maya and Bow.

"It's Breezy bitch" Tyga said laughing

"What's up nigga?" Mijo said

"You finally came out your room" Hood said

"Yea well" I said

"You coming with us to hit up this club?" Tyga asked

"Nawl nigga I got plans so I'm out" I say and dapped them all and turned to walk about.