LIFE ITSELF (A CHRISBROWN LOVE STORY)

CHAPTER EIGHT: THE WAY THINGS COME TOGETHER

CHRIS

I sat in a room staring at my phone looking at the picture I took of me and Deanna together and the feeling of still stunned that she left and how she left the way she left. I texted and call her but she didn’t reply back I keep my hand on my phone I kept checking twitter and I notice her last tweet was *@chrisbreezy24_7:Flying home with many pieces of a broken heart #downwitlove* I felt so bad and all I really wanted to do was stay home and be alone but I had a show to do so I got up I felt like the lyrics of my song Lucky Me.  I thought to myself I could call her again and send for her hell I’d even go to her myself…… I sat there so long in the back of the club that I didn’t notice Mijo calling my name.

“Chris, Chris” Mijo yelled

“Yea” I said looking up from my phone

“It’s time nigga” Mijo said and I got up and walked to him and he was the only one who really knew what was wrong with me. But it was time for me to put it out of my mind and get into my zone. With the mic in my hand I ran up the stairs to the balcony

“YALL MOTHERFUCKERS READY. I wanna ask you one thing ladies” I looked over the crowd                         “♬Take it off, I wanna love ya

 And err’body wanna touch ya

 You’re moving right, wanna see whats up under

 Then back it up, beep beep, like a trucker

 Nice thighs, nice waist, and you know I cant forget about your face

 But don’t none of that matter, I’m about to make your pocket fatter

 Girl I just wanna see you strip right now, cause its late babe

 Girl I just wanna see you strip, girl take your time with it

 Girl I just wanna see you strip, God damn you sexy, Goddamn you sexy, God damn you sexy

 Girl I just wanna see you

Got my shades on, with my Jays on, in the club with a pocket full of ones

 This girl booty outta control

 Then she go up and down the pole

 Which one Ima take home, get my freak on

 If you aint freakin, we aint speakin

 You think I’m playing (No, I’m Not)

 Let me see you back it up and drop

 Yeah, I wanna see your legs in the air

 Baby don’t worry about your hair, all those tracks

 I don’t give a damn about that

 In the club, they’re playing my song

 Turn it up, play it all night long

 If you think you can and you know you can

 Ima give you all this money, money, money

 Girl I just wanna see you strip right now, cause its late babe

 Girl I just wanna see you strip, girl take your time with it

 Girl I just wanna see you strip, Goddamn you sexy, Goddamn you sexy, Goddamn you sexy

 Girl I just wanna see you♬ “Hold up hold up I’m going to need my nigga with me”

“♬Yo, West Virginia

Straight from the country, right there wit’ my kinfolk

Golds in my mouth and they put 26′s on Benzo’s

Dirt roads, back woods

They got weed but I’ve been dope

Ratchet, n-gga we act hood

But I’m getting money with these white folk

Sippin and I’m faded, super medicated

Said she wanna check the pole

I said Okay Sarah Palin, so I lay down and lay in

A n-gga gon’ be faded, all the way to the AM yeah ♬” I sang and rapped

Big Sean runs up next to me with a mic

“♬More drink, pour it up

More weed, roll it up

Whoa there ho, you know wassup

Quit hoggin’ the blunt bitch, slow down

Pimps up, hoes down

Ass up, nose down

Damn, b-tch I do it

And this the life we chose

Workin’ all night

Swear I’m never going broke

And I’mma do this till I die

And I ain’t talking shit just cause I’m, just cause I’m…

(I’m high)

Oh God, oh God♬ Big Sean rapped. We killed it and the party was on I was getting my drink on pouring Champagne on the crowd I felt kind of good I court myself looking around hoping I would see Deanna smiling at me but I knew there was no chance of that happening she had left me but I kept a smile painted on my face as I danced to the music and just looking around the crowd and looking at my crew.

“Chris nigga you good?” Hood asked

“Yea” I said holding up the bottle…2 hours later I had rapped a little more with Big Sean and the crowd was loving it. I had been knocking back Ace of spade champagne mixed with patron tequila trying to drown my pain and I was feeling good then I watch as Mijo Hugged this woman  I couldn’t see her face so I kept on parting Then I saw my nigga Bow Wow.

“Bow wow is in the motherfucking building” I said into the mic and dapped him as he came closer and the party was in full swing and then I k=notice to chick who Mijo hugged she was dancing with GUI but I could see her face.

“CHRIS, CHRIS, CHRIS” A female fan said holding her phone up so she could take my picture I smiled for her and she was pretty so I waved her up to where I was and she came up there and start dancing with me but in my heart I wish Deanna was here. I turned around to watch my crew party and I watched the chick dance with GUI. “Keeis, Nigga” Keeis looked at me walking to me “Who’s that dancing with GUI?” I asked

“I don’t know, but I do know I haven’t seen her face…You should go see” Keeis said walking off I look for Mijo and saw him sitting down next Honey Cocaine.

“Chris my name is Ashley” Ashley said and kept on dancing

“I’m Chris” I replied and she giggled

“Where is Kae at?” Ashley asked

“Out with her girls…Hey I’ll be right back” I walked away from This Ashley chick boy was that a big mistake. I walked over to Mijo and Honey Cocaine “Honey where’s Tyga at?” asked

“Over there “Honey Cocaine says and she points and I see Tyga talking to the chick.

“Ight.” I said walking toward them and I look over at Ashley and she waves me back toward her and I tell her to wait a minute as I walk toward Tyga, GUI, and whoever this chick is and then I see her lean down and talk to Teyana and moves her hair back behind her ear and it’s…..