LIFE ITSELF (A CHRISBROWN LOVE STORY)

CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN: WHAT A LIFE

CHRIS

After the doctor had left and the meds they shot her with had finally worn off my aunt went right to work ordering her meds which she got that are Sobrexa which is the first of the two liquid she take She take 4 full droppers with water, 6 times per day, for the first week, and then 3 times per day for the remainder of the duration and the second liquid is Lorazepam It works by slowing activity in the brain to allow for relaxation and stop the Hallucinations and the next one she takes which is naltrexone is for the treatment of alcohol dependence Naltrexone helps patients overcome opioid addiction by blocking the alcohol euphoric effects she is also on Phenobarbital is used to control seizures. Phenobarbital is also used to relieve anxiety. And last is Amberen which helps with her mood swings. At first I was against the pills because all it did was make her sleep for the 1 week of taking theses pills she just slept I mean she stayed in bed the whole time and I started to question it but by the 3 week she was getting back to herself and I mean a lot better I could finally see the smile that I fell in love with she even stop fighting me which was a good thing. I was sleeping when I heard music playing so I sat up slow and rubbed my eyes and looked at the clock and the time was 1:06pm and I walked out of the room and I stood there and leaned down on the wall and watched and smiled as I saw Deanna and Christine and my momma dance around the living room real silly I watch them do their two steps and even Deanna tried to get them to twerk which they wasn't having it and I was real glad about that part I didn't need to be the one having nightmares. After a few hours around 7 Deanna made use 3 go into the room and stay in there until she said we could come out I was glad she felt better but I knew something was up cause she kept acting weird all day with us we sat in that room for at least an hour before she opened it.

"Okay yall can come out" she said and we all walked out and there was 2 massage tables there I mean she hand it set up like a full spa and I just smiled

"What's this" momma asked

"This is something to relax yall I know I've a real bitch so relax enjoy it and theirs a personal chef to make yall whatever yall want so please enjoy and as for you sexy take a walk with me on the beach please" she says as she takes my hand and we leave and start to walk on the beach I couldn't take my eyes off of her she had on the long strapless dress and no shoes we walked a little til I saw this table set for two and a keyboard set up she walked me to my seat and I sat down as she went to the key board and searched for the right note and then looked at me and smiled

DEANNA

"♫We may not have all the answers

I know that we can change some of the things that are beyond our control

And the vision of us may be blurry

But use your heart to see

Just follow the beat, the rhythm will lead you right back to me

Sometimes it's a game of give and take

It's easy to break

But hold on and wait

Have a little faith oooh

I will go down to the last round

I'll be your strength to find you when you get lost in the crowd

So I'll stand up tall, if by chance I fall

Then I'll go down as a casualty of love

The battle of us could be simple

Escape without being hurt

Cause love is our shield, keeps us concealed