LIFE ITSELF (A CHRISBROWN LOVE STORY)

CHAPTER FORTY-ONE: THIS IS LIFE PART 1

CHRIS

I sat in the dance studio watching Deanna practice some dance moves the time is 10:20 am but it was kinda hard for her cause she would feel sick this was the day before we leave and GUI had left CBE and signed and is now dancing with Deanna and I was cool with that me and him are still friends

"3,4,5,6,7 drop then up spin around slide slide" Robbie say Robbie who's Deanna's chorographer he's been with her for 2 years since she signed with young money

"Okay I think I (she puts her hand over her mouth and run out the door to the trash can in the hallway I follow her and get her a baby wipe for her face and a water bottle as she wash her mouth out and look at me.) I don't wanna do the tour I feel sick" she says and I wrap my arms around her

"Poor baby, maybe you should call it a day and come home and relax with me" I said

"Baby you know I can't I need to get these steps down, but you can go ahead and go home if you want" she say

"Nawl I'm staying with you and if you need me I'll be a backup dancer watch me (I back up and start doing her whole dance routine from start to finish and she is just smiling so sweet to me. I stop and she claps for me) see I know the whole thing I've been coming here with you so I know it all and plus you got a good line up Bow wow, T-Pain, Busta Rhymes and Tyga real good and me of course. So can I be your be backup dancer?" I say smiling

"Maybe on a few songs where we can put a mask on your face so no one won't know it's you" she giggled and I hug her

"Bae don't giggle you know what that does to me" I say and we both look down at my dick and see it's getting hard

"Sorry" she giggles some more

"Come on" I say taking her hand walking her to one of the darken rooms in the back

"Where you taking me I need to finish my practice" she say and I take into one of the closed off rooms and close the door behind us and push her up against the door and start kissing her neck while taking off her shorts and her panties and propping her up on the door and pushing my sweat pants down and sliding my dick in and start to make love up against the door kissing her the whole time I love her so much that I couldn't keep my hands off her we stay in there for about 20 minutes then we come out clothes fix and we walk back into the studio

"Dee next time you're feeling like I'm pushing you to hard just say so and we'll take some down time so you can rest and start up when you're ready" Robbie says hugging her I could tell her felt bad but Deanna just smiled and stood in her stop she was going to get these steps down if it was the last thing she do. A few hours later the time is now 5:30pm and I fell asleep on a few mats I slowly opened my eyes waking up from hearing yelling. I finally was wide awake I sat up and looked and saw Deanna still practicing as GUI and Naima are dancing with her and I see Deanna getting mad and she would start over and over and she starts to cry and kick trying to work thru it. I get up and walk to her

"Bae, what's wrong" I say I go and lean on the mirror

"FUCK I can get this shit right (slapping herself with the palm of her hand on her forehead) the fuck is going on" she says

"Dee—"Gui says but gets cut off by her raising her hand shaking her head

"My first show is tomorrow night and if I don't get this shit right I'll look like a fool" she says with her hands on her hips breathing hard and her body sweating , just looking at her with her tiny shorts on and sports bra, hair is a high bun my baby was looking good.