LIFE ITSELF (A CHRISBROWN LOVE STORY)

CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX: NOT ALL ALONE

DEANNA

"CHRIS YOU CALLED YOUR MOTHER AND YOU'RE AUNT CHRIS" I yell as I walk to the sliding door watching Chris walk to them and help them off the boat and hug them and walk them up to me

"Hey angel how you feeling" Joyce says and hugs me

"I'm good" I say as Christine hugs me too and touches my face and looks at me

"Hey baby girl how we feeling to day? Any pain or anything?" she ask

"None I'm fine" I reply as they walk in and I grab Chris by his arm and pull him to me

"What's up bae?" he says

"You called your mother and your aunt are you kidding me, why are they here I'm fine" I say

"They just wanted to see us it'll be okay I promise remember I'll protect you just trust me please" he says and kisses me and I sit on the patio on one of the beds and I lay there. A few hours went by and Joyce cooked dinner for us and we all are at the table I wasn't hungry but Chris felt like I should try to eat we say grace and they start eat and I just sit there and I close my eyes and slowly start to open them and I start wiping my hands off a lot

"Bae you okay?" he asks

"Yea I'm fine, eat your food" I says as I slide my chair back and get up and go to the bathroom and grab my wash cloth and I start wiping my hands a lot and Chris walks in the bathroom

"Bae you okay?" he asks

"There ants all over my hands and I can't wipe them off I can't fucking wipe them off Chris" I say and tear up wiping my hands

"I'll help you come here (he walks to me and takes the cloth from me and starts to clean my hands and I look at his face as he wipes my hands off) their off now okay" he says and I look at my hands and the ants are gone.

"Thank you thank you" I say and hug him tight

"I told you I'll protect you and I mean it, you wanna go and try to eat because you need to eat something" he says

"Not hungry I just wanna lie down" I say and Chris picks me and carries me to the room and lays me down in the bed and kisses me and I pull down on top of me

"Wait let me close the door (goes to the door closes it and locks it and climbs back on top of me) you feel okay bae" he asks

"Yea I love you and I wanna make that baby" I said and Chris smiles and we start to kiss and he slides his hands down my body and slides my shorts and my panties off and his shorts as well and thrust in me hard and as I wrap my legs around his waist

"I love you so much baby, you're my world" he says as he kisses my neck and my face. After an hour of love making I was laying in the bed sleep and Chris is in the living room with his mom and aunt.

JOYCE

"What happen earlier doing dinner" I ask as Chris has his head in my lap watching cartoons

"She was having a hallucination she thought ants were all on her hands and I had to help her wipe her hands off then they stopped" he said

"Chris maybe you should take her to a treatment center and they will be able to deal with this a lot better than you can" Christine says

"You're a nurse you can help me or at least tell me what to do because I'm so drained and I'm sleepy but I can't really get no true sleep because I wanna be up for her cause some nights she don't sleep and when she does she haves bad nightmares and some days she'll sleep for a day or 2 days straight and Quick mood changes she'll be happy and playing around with me and then she get mad at me wanting to fight." He says