LIFE ITSELF (A CHRISBROWN LOVE STORY)

CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT: SORROWS OF TOMORROW

DEANNA

"Deanna no, just see what he has to say! He said he was drugged, and honestly... I believe him!" I panicked, trying to stop Deanna from packing.

"I don't have any more chances for him Tasha, you know that, I'm sorry but I just can't" I said as She shook her head, watching me folding up clothes in to boxes

"Just hear him out, Ight?" she said quietly.

"I should've known this would happen we always knew what your brother was like" She laughed, wiping away her tears.

"Deanna no don't say that he's not that why not with you, he keeping saying how you're the one who makes him happy and he's afraid if he says it too much he didn't wanna mess this marriage up and he didn't want to jinx the relationship because he doesn't want to lose you. He told me that the way he loves you, was and is better than loving... her If you want him to leave, then make him leave... but just remember what you're making him leave behind" " she explained.

My mind felt like a roulette table, it was turning and turning and I sat on the couch after cleaning up and putting Chris's stuff next to the front door. After 2 hours of waiting the time is 5:10am, he finally came in. He walked in slowly without saying a word, and I could see the guilt in his eyes and I could tell he had being crying.

"I want the truth Chris" I spoke, tapping my hand on my cup.

"I promise I'll tell the truth, but you have to believe me" He sat down next to me, and rubbed his hand on my stomach.

"Deanna" He sighed. "I love you, so much and I promise I would never do anything to hurt you... intentionally, but last night when I texted you, it was because a Leah was shaking her ass in my face, offering sex, and I said to her, no I'm married and I was proud to say it, you know I honestly felt proud... and I remember Tyga saying that you had me pussy whipped, but I told him I'm not, I just realized you're the one for me... So Leah bought me a drink and I drank it, but then after that I don't remember a thing, and it was only when niggas came flying in the room I was in and they told me I only had two drinks, so it had to be true... and I've lost my phone so she must've—" he says

"Chris stop, I'm tired of hearing about her, I can't fucking take this. This is the second time she came in-between our relationship now." I says and gets up

"I don't care about anyone else but you please sit back down, only when we're making love is when I wanna hearing you yell out loud..." He says and that part made me mad

"This is not a joke Chris I'm sick of this joking you do, and kicking me a line from one of your fucking songs is not going to work... You fuck some other chick at the club and you send that shit to me and on top of all that it's your ex-girlfriend who I caught you kissing...This is how you treat your wife??(I cry and Chris gets up and goes to Deanna) Tell me what happen... Tell me again please." I cry

"Leah brought me a drink and I drank it—"he gets cut off

"STOP! ^LEAH^ is all you should have seen and knew that it wasn't going to end well. What was you texting me while she was sitting with you...HUH answer me??" I yell as I cry

"Yea she was but—"he says and gets cut off

"Chris you said you will protect me and this is not at all protecting anyone, you made promises to me and now look that's for making me believe in all your bullshit" I say wiping away tears

"Deanna please believe me." He says and hugs me

"Get off of me, het your hands off of me (I pull myself from his arms and Chris closed his eyes and shook his head knowing he made a huge mistake) Just leave please, just get the fuck out please (Tasha walks down stairs and I walk up the stairs) Tash get him out of here." I yell and go into my room Tasha walks to Chris and hugs him.