LIFE ITSELF (A CHRISBROWN LOVE STORY)

CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR: BOUND BY THE PAST AND SAVING HER HEART

CHRIS

We was all packed I wasn't going to let her go alone so I asked Tasha if her and Tyga wouldn't mind keeping the kids for a while until my momma got in town to get the kids they said yea we pull up at my jet and BigPat and Jerome are loading the bags in the jet as me and Deanna get out of the SUV I see another car pull up and Wayne and Corey get out and Deanna walks to them and I watch her and she hugs Corey and then I watch as Wayne wraps his arms around her and she cries a little and then puts something in her hand and she walks to the jet and walks passed my hand that I held out and followed behind her soon we was off our flight wasn't going to be that long maybe hour or hour and half. I sit next to her and she rest her head on my shoulder and then inner lace our fingers together and I kiss her hand and her forehead and I see the first sober smile in a long time, hopefully this month here then our private get away will help us. Because I love this woman and I want us to work on everything.

"This going to be good for you and me as well" I say

"I hear you" she said closing her eyes Our flight 2 hours and finally got to Upstate New York and we arrived at a very upscale treatment center that you wouldn't know it if you looked at it from the outside we was meet by the manager who shook our hands and walked us around showing us the grounds while our things was taken to our room. We walked around hand in hand I looked at Deanna from time to time when they ran down what the next month was going to be like and she wasn't happy but I knew this would help have the stuff they was going to do I was told that I could come because there might be stuff that she wanna say but can't say around me and there will be times when I could come and sit in. We was walked back to our room which was made to seem homey like a one bedroom apartment Deanna stood by the door not wanting to walk in I could see the pain in her eyes and all on her face.

"Mr. Brown I speak to just you for a minute out here please" Robert said and Deanna looked back at us and I kissed her on the cheek and she slowly walked in and closed the door

"THIS IS SOME BULLSHIT" She screamed as I walked to Robert

"I wanna tell you a few things that I couldn't say in front of your wife." He said

"Okay lay it on me" I said putting my hands in my pocket

"She soon will start her alcohol withdrawal refers to symptoms that may occur when a person who has been drinking too much alcohol every day suddenly stops drinking alcohol. Because the more she drink every day, the more she's likely to develop alcohol withdrawal. She may have more severe withdrawal symptoms such as Anxiety or nervousness, Depression, Not thinking clearly, Fatigue, Irritability, Jumpiness or shakiness, Mood swings, Nightmares, Headache, Insomnia, Loss of appetite, Nausea and vomiting, Pallor, Rapid heart rate, Sweating, Tremor of the hands. And severe form of alcohol withdrawal called delirium tremens can cause Agitation, Severe confusion, seeing or feeling things that aren't there hallucinations, Fever, Seizures. And while here she will see a health care provider that will perform a physical exam. This may reveal abnormal eye movement's abnormal heart rhythms not enough fluids in the body (dehydration) Fever Rapid breathing Rapid heart rate Shaky hands" he says while handing me some papers

"What will this treatment help here" I asked really just wanting to take her home and locking her in a room and making her sweat it out.

"INPATIENT TREATMENT there the goal of treatment includes: Reducing withdrawal symptoms, Prevent complications, Therapy to get her to stop drinking. She will be watched closely for hallucinations and other signs of delirium tremens like I said before the things we have planned we can't force her to come and take part she has to want to come on her own, we will not force her to come she has to want to come but it helps if you come with her that way she won't feel alone. But she will have to have monitoring of blood pressure, body temperature, heart rate, and blood levels of different chemicals in the body, Fluids or medications through a vein by IV, sedation using medication called benzodiazepines until withdrawal is complete. And there will be routine patient and family counseling to discuss the long-term issue of alcoholism this will happen twice a week and this an open session where you can talk about what you think might have started this." Robert says and the door opens and Deanna steps out