LIFE ITSELF (A CHRISBROWN LOVE STORY)

CHAPTER FIFTY-SIX: (TRIP) NOWHERE BUT UP!!

I laid there holding my wife in my arms as we cried together I held her so close to me that I never wanna ever let her go I want her to know that I will never hurt her again that I will never put her thru that type of pain again that I was not that guy anymore and now I fear that she might leave me and turn against me and find someone who hasn't ever hit her or be littler her or made her feel worthless I'm scared.

"It's a big big world and girl I'm gonna show you all of it

I'm gonna lace you with pearls

From every ocean that we're swimming in

We can make the sun shine in the moon light

We can make the grey clouds turn to blue skies

Yeah I know it's hard

Baby believe me

That we can go nowhere but up

From here

My dear

Baby we can go nowhere but up

Tell me what we got to fear

We'll take it to the sky

Past the moon to the galaxy

As long as you're with me baby

Honestly with the strength of our love

We can go nowhere but up

Nowhere but up

Baby we were underground

We're on the surface now

We gonna make it girl

I promise

If you believe in love

And you believe in us

We can go nowhere but up" I sing and I feel her arms tighten around me and she kisses my chest

DEANNA

*******************FLASH BACK***********************

Next Morning I was in the kitchen and the boys was in their high chairs and I was getting ready to start breakfast. BAM I jump before I turn around and see Chris standing there next to me after banging his fist on the counter smiling at me, and leans tome and kisses me softly on my lips and touches my face.

"Are you scared?(he chuckles and goes to the boys and turn and watch him as he kisses them both and the whole time I'm holding the frying pan in my hand. He walks to the door and then stops and looks at me) You plan on putting something in tat fucking pan? Huh?" he says

"Yea" I simply say and turn around and slam the pan onto the stove

"Hey you got something you wanna fucking say to me? Slamming shit around here for?" he yells I just calmly looked at him.

"Don't speak to me like that, especially in front of the kids" I said

"I'll talk to you however I want, hurry up I'm hungry" he yelled and walked away. After I was done cooking Mijo walked into the kitchen and touched my shoulder and I flinch when I notice it was him he smiled at me and I made the boys their plates and Mijo's plate and then mines and Chris plate and sat them on the table and I turned around and Chris was standing right in front of me causing me to jump because I didn't hear him walk in. And he walked around me and went and sat down.