They say I should feel grateful.
Why you may ask?
Because I am gifted.
Gifted, as in sense I have a lot that others don't have.
I have a loving family,
but why do I never feel loved?
Even though we aren't that rich,
all my wishes were fulfilled.
wishes?
I never wished for anything.
All my wishes are crushed, I did it for myself.
so I don't feel hurt if I don't get it.
I Went to high school, went to an excellent academy, got teachers, friends, people who encouraged me, towards my dreams.
Dreams?
What dreams?
I never had one. even when i sleep or not. My mind doesn't hallucinate, so no sicked up fantasies, because i have too many in childhood, and none of them completed.
They say I should think less and work. work for my Passion.
Passion?
What passion?
Does anyone told me about the concept of Passion? Am I supposed to have my own Passion towards My dreams?
This world is sickening, I want nothing more than to run away, run away from this world .
But more than that I want to run away from myself.
This world, these expectations, Me myself,
My reality has washed me from my fairytale fantasies.
In such a way, that any time my mind drift there, I have this physical pain in heart, in mind, every part of my body, because they can't take this.
and all they say that it's my fault.
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