my dear friend,

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Voices echoing,
hums and whimpers.
Screaming in rage,
and me.....
trying to bear anger by holding on kindness.
Trying to beat words by silence.

What you even did for me?
Rage screams, ignoring my hurt.

My eyes glistening,
tears on verge of falling.

I bled every drop of my blood,
waiting for you to recognise my sacrifice.
I fed you full, while my stomach hurts.
I listened to you,
When you were nothing, i encourage you.
I was standing behind you, beside you....

Now since we are on the page of asking what we did,
Tell me what you did....for me...my dear friend....tell me, speak up now.
Let's blame each other,
That's easy.


Tell me when my tear strained cheeks were visible to strangers then why didn't they seem strange to you.
When I didn't speak for days,
Locked myself away,

Why didn't it feel strange to you?
Why do you think it was okay?
I'm okay?
Why didn't you just ask,
I was ready to tell you,
every secret I owned,
Sitting by the dawn, as if dazed.

Why do you never do anything for  me?

Wasn't it enough....
Me destroying myself for you.
Me lying for you.
Me staying up at nights for you.
Me trying for you....
Wasn't it enough?

Why wasn't it enough?
And even now,
i will ask you to tell me what I should do to make you feel that I did something for you.

Tell me, my dear friend, why I am always trying but it's never enough.

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