ALL FAIR IF IT'S FOR LOVE

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Fingers twisted, soul and body intertwined.

God gifted, life blessed.


My mind blank calling out your name on repeat,

As if I was born to say your name and chant it with rosemary in my hands and repeat repeat till my life ends.


The beads, holy and pure, I hold them a little tighter losing grip on reality.

As I say your name, far from world I ran away.


You look at me, the situation bizarre.

I wish I could explain but I can't.

I tremble and I scream but that all lie.

All I did was bear the stare of shame.


Wish I could explain why but you will never know why.

You look at me then you say 'I like you.' But how could you not?

My versions of me stare you lovingly as I let you shape me in one of the liking of yours.


We played the game, I lost and you won. Victory is yours and loss in mine.

Slavery is what is chosen for me and mastery written in pages of fate along your name.


But never was I ever happy losing but when did I even lose.

You whispered white lies and I molded it into the golden truth.

But it's all fair if it's for love.

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