Beloved yeshe
I left my house because my parents wore beating me and had to find shelter. Although they were wealthy I would rather have the life of poverty and you by my side. I have a better quality of life and am able to feel true love with your compassion and your deep love for me. When I first saw I was afraid because you were older and looked semi emaciated but your eyes had unconditional love and kindness for me. It took a few days to get warmed up to you because you looked creepy but when I hurt you teach the young ones and helped learn the teachings I feel in love because your intelligent and kind. At night we would have philosophical discussions not just on Buddhism but with other philosophies like Bon and Hinduism and poetry. I remember that you made an advance on me and I was open to it. I did not what was happening to my body at the time though you said I climaxed and that you did too. Then I knew we had a special yet forbidden love. My love I only felt safe with you and within the walls of your monastery. In my current life I am going on 30 I am no longer the 20 year old kid you kept safe. And in my current life my although wealthy love me dearly. I wish you were with with me. My current life is happy but not as joyous as when we came together. I can still see the little dot on your third eye. Time as deminished but our love can beat it.
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RomanceWhen twenty year old Nebo lives her broken home she find solace in the monastery out side of her home town of Ladakh and she fall in love with a monk who is 3 times her age. There she learns about tantra and the karma sutra but her lover lama Yes...