In my dream, I was standing in front of the uni gate waiting for someone. The bell rang and students started to come out. I eagerly started looking for someone. It's not June or Ton or my other friends, It's not Mint. But when I saw New exiting the gate an inexplicable happiness engulfed my heart. Then he looked up, smiled brightly and came running towards me. I caught him with both hands and we laughed happily.
In the next moment I found myself under a blooming tree, kissing him. Not just kissing we were vigorously making out.
I am doomed!!!!
I splashed myself with cold water numerous times just to calm my nerves down. I, Tawan Vihokratana, the straightest male in the world, was having erotic dream about another boy!!! Oh god!!! I think I am getting a nervous breakdown!!
Okay, okay, Nothing to worry about. It's just one single incident. I was thinking too much about him lately that's why I dreamt about him. From now on I'll cut all ties with him. I'll spend all my time with Mint, my girlfriend.
So from the next day onwards I started to spend my time with another group of friends, I mean June and Ton were there too but so were others. So our conversation was completely different. No one talked about New and I was satisfied with the outcome. I went on dates with Mint and I was happy.
I was quite satisfied within my little world.
But I wasn't able to control my dreams. Every night I saw New hugging me, laughing with me and........ Kissing me.
In my dream I was happy. Actually happy.
'Why are you banging your head so hard? You are an idiot to start with now that you are banging your head so much, I am afraid you will also become stupid.'
Thada sat down to have lunch. I was sitting but not eating. Today is Sunday. Ma and Pa went to their friends house. The maids are serving food.
'Thada....'
'Hm..'
'Bro....'
'Hm...'
'Save me....'
'Save you from what?'
'.........'
'I think....'
'You think what?'
'I think I am becoming....'
'What..?'
'IthinkIambecominggay.'
'Huh? Stop mumbling and say it right.'
'I think I am becoming GAY!'
'pffffttttt.' Thada started to laugh loudly. The maids were also suppressing their laughter.
I felt so embarrassed that I got up in a flash and went straight to my room. Ahhhhhh! Why did I say that out loud!!!!!!
They thought I was joking but in reality I was struggling.
I sprawled on the bed like a dead body. I don't want to face the world anymore. Let me die........
I ignored the knock on the door. Go away ....
'What are you doing?' Thada came inside with a fruit platter.
'Go away. Let me die peacefully.'
'Eat something first. Then tell me everything.'
'You will laugh.'
'I promise I won't. Sorry about earlier, it was so sudden that I thought you were joking.'
