The whole day passed quite peacefully. After having dinner, we sat on the deck and talked for a while.
'Why didn't you say anything about Mint's abusive behaviour? I've asked you many times.' I asked him.
'She was always like this so I didn't think it was something worth mentioning.'
'Hin, I know you don't want to make me worried but for some things you need to rely on me. If you don't want to deal with her then tell me, I will teach her a lesson or two.'
'She is nothing but a spoiled child. Don't need to work up.'
'She was making a death threat Hin! I heard it all! Do you think I will stay quiet even after that!'
'Tay ....'
'Why? Why aren't you angry? Is it because she is P Waii's little sister?'
'Tay, Hiya is very busy with company affairs right now. He is managing everything on his own. I am not able to help him because of my health. I just don't want to bother him. I will handle her, don't worry.'
I knew it! He is holding back because of P Waii. He doesn't want to be a nuisance.
'Handle her how? She isn't going to stop just because I said those words. I know her nature very well. She will strike back soon. What if she tries to harm you again? I won't be there and it's making me feel useless.'
'Oh Tay, you are thinking too much...'
'I am worried for my boyfriend. Am I not allowed?'
He didn't say anything but laughed.
'I have one more complaint against you.' I said with a serious expression.
'What now?'
'Don't do everything my ma asked you to. She doesn't know what's best for me.'
'Ha ha. You are really a bad son. Why are you bad mouthing your mother? She didn't do anything wrong.'
'Trying to manipulate you wasn't wrong? Trying to separate us wasn't wrong?'
'She wasn't trying to do anything.....she just wanted you to spend time with your friends.'
'You are taking her side! You lied about the doctor's appointment, you pushed me away from you .......These are not serious issues for you?'
'I...... told you that........but she didn't ask me to....I voluntarily......'
'Hin..... don't be so cruel. Your actions hurt me very much.'
'Sorry .....I...... sorry.'
'What were you thinking huh! I can't stop seeing you! I want to be with you all the time.....I know sometimes you feel suffocated by my constant presence but ....'
'Tay! What the hell is this! I am glad that you are with me! I am happy that you want to be with me all the time.......'
'Then don't push me away. Next time if you say anything I will stay away from you....... don't blame me for that.'
'Sorry I hurt you.....I won't do that again.'
We were sitting on two chairs side by side and he abruptly turned his face to kiss my cheek but at the same time I turned my head to look at him so his kiss fell onto my lips.
We both became stiff instantly.
Truth to be told...... this is our first intimate contact after that accident. Yes, we held hands, hugged, even kissed on the cheeks but that's it. I maintained my safe distance from him because....... Anything other than these soft gestures would lead me to have sex with him. I am afraid that his health will deteriorate.
I know sometimes he initiated a playful touch or a meaningful eye contact but every time I chickened out. I am starving and if I even think about touching him that way I can't hold back anymore and that's not right for him.
'It's already late. Let's go inside.' I quickly pulled my face back and got up. New was silent for a moment then he also stood up.
'Tay...' He called me hesitantly.
'Hm? Do you want to eat more ice cream?'
'........no.' He gulped.
'Are you sure?' I smiled.
'Okay....just one more.' He blushed.
'Then let's go. You need to take your medicine after that.' I opened the door and waited for him.
......................................................
'My injuries are already healed. My head wound is okay.'
We were getting ready for bed. I put the pillow and the blanket in their places. New was watching me from the side.
'But your leg is not. Doctor said it's taking time to heal and now I know why. That fall must have played a role in this. Come, get in the bed. I'll help you put your leg on the pillow.'
'Why there's only one pillow? Where's yours?'
'I will sleep on the couch.'
'No.'
'Ah.... don't worry.. It's big enough to sleep comfortably.'
'No.'
'Don't argue. Come and get.....'
I didn't finish my words when he stomped his injured foot and vigorously pulled me closer and passionately kissed me against the bed frame. I was shocked and afraid at the same time. His leg! But then my mouth was filled with the sweet and fruity taste of strawberries.....
For a moment all my strength was gone and I let him kiss me. Then my body relaxed in a knowing manner, I impatiently stuck my tongue out to entangle with him, frantically licking every inch of his mouth.
We both were starving for too long. Slowly, sucking kisses turned into nibbling bites, and the sound of smacking lips and tongues turned into muffled growls. I was preparing to withdraw before things got out of hand but I was pushed down onto the bed and New was about to unbutton my shirt.
'Umph...' I quickly held his mischievous hand and stopped him midway.
'No baby......'
'Tay.......'
'Listen to me......not tonight...'
He lowered his eyes and slowly withdraw from my side. His eyelids were trembling....
He was sad.
I quickly got up and grabbed his waist. He tried to push me but I didn't let him go.
'Don't you dare to think about some absurd things. He doesn't want me....he doesn't love me...... Don't think this rotten things. I stopped you only because I don't want you to get hurt in the process. You know me na? When it comes to you......I can't control my strength....or desire......there is no guarantee that I will stop after one round. There is no guarantee that I won't hurt your leg.....so baby please.....try to understand my situation na! I am begging you.....'
I helplessly looked at him and he stopped pushing. Then he looked at me and said in a low voice,
'I want you.'
Only three words but my whole body became hot instantly. My resistance started to quiver.
