Cheska enters the classroom. As she steps through the doorway, she feels a wave of eyes upon her. Lyka, Miguel, Carlos, Zeneah, Mitch, Maya, Johnny, and Andre—turn their attention toward her, their gazes filled with curiosity and concern.
Lyka told them about what happened between her and Cheska, and they were shocked knowing how deep Cheska's feelings are for their bestfriend.
Cheska's heart skips a beat, a mixture of anxiety and self-consciousness flooding her thoughts. She takes a deep breath, attempting to compose herself, and shrugs off the weight of their stares. With determination, she walks towards her seat.
Miguel, Carlos, Zeneah, Mitch, Maya, Johnny, and Andre exchange glances, their expressions filled with a mixture of sympathy and curiosity. They remain quiet, unsure of how to approach the situation.
Cheska takes her seat, trying to find relief in routine. She turns her attention to Phoebe and Estelle, her friends who sit nearby, hoping for a distraction from the pain that lingers within her.
As the class continues, Cheska immerses herself in conversation with Phoebe and Estelle, seeking refuge in their friendship. The curious gazes of Lyka, Miguel, Carlos, Zeneah, Mitch, Maya, Johnny, and Andre gradually fade into the background, allowing Cheska to focus on the support and understanding right in front of her.
A few hours later...
Cheska sits at a secluded table in the campus library, surrounded by stacks of books and her laptop.
She flips through the pages, attempting to maintain focus on her studies, but her mind keeps drifting to Lyka.
With each passing minute, Cheska has been trying her best to avoid any interaction with Lyka. She's convinced herself that distancing herself is the best way to heal her wounded heart.
But the ache of unrequited love persists, and her feelings for Lyka refuse to be ignored.
As Cheska glances across the library, her eyes land on Lyka, engrossed in her own studies at a nearby table with Carlos and Mitch.
Lyka's presence alone sends a jolt through Cheska's heart, and she quickly averts her gaze, her cheeks flushing with a mix of longing and frustration.
"Focus, Cheska. You can't let this distract you. You need to move on." she whispered to herself.
She takes a deep breath, attempting to regain her composure. But as she returns her attention to her books, her mind drifts back to the memories of their shared moments, the laughter they once shared, and the warmth she felt in Lyka's presence.
Unable to resist any longer, Cheska steals another glance at Lyka, a mixture of longing and sadness etched on her face.
She watches as Lyka absentmindedly tucks a strand of hair behind her ear, a gesture that Cheska knows so well.
"Why did it have to be like this? Why did my heart have to choose you?"
Cheska's internal struggle intensifies as her heart and mind wage a silent battle. She desperately yearns for the connection they once had, yet she knows that pursuing it would only lead to further heartbreak.
Determined to regain control over her emotions, Cheska closes her books with a resolute thud, gathering her belongings. She takes one final look at Lyka, her eyes shimmering with unshed tears.
"I have to let you go, Lyka. For my own sake."
With a heavy heart, Cheska stands up, leaving the library behind. She takes a decisive step towards healing, knowing that the path to moving on will be arduous, but necessary.
Cheska, Phoebe, Estelle, Andre, Angelina, and Lyka find themselves grouped together for a project in their religion class.
As they all settle into their seats, Cheska can't help but feel a mix of anticipation and unease.
She's determined to avoid any direct interaction with Lyka, so she focuses her attention on engaging with Phoebe and Estelle instead.
The 3 girls goof around.
Cheska laughs, relieved to have her friends by her side, lightening the mood and distracting her from the tension she feels around Lyka.
As the class progresses, their playful banter continues, with Cheska, Phoebe, and Estelle keeping the atmosphere light and jovial. Cheska occasionally steals cautious glances at Lyka, her heart aching with unspoken emotions, but she remains determined to keep her distance.
And then there goes Estelle, "I am a good cook"
Cheska's attention to Lyka faded and she turns to Estelle, "No one asked, Estelle"
Lyka chuckled at them secretly.
The group dives into their project, exchanging ideas and collaborating seamlessly.
Cheska's witty remarks and laughter blend harmoniously with the camaraderie of the group, masking the inner turmoil she battles.
Though Cheska's heart yearns for more, she finds solace in the friendship and support of Phoebe, Estelle, and the rest of their group. Together, they navigate the project, creating a sense of unity that eases the pain, at least for the moment.
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Lyka, Andre, Zeneah, Miguel, Johnny, Mitch, Maya, and Carlos walk together, engrossed in conversation. Lyka's voice carries a hint of determination as she shares her desire for closure with Cheska.
"Guys, I've been thinking a lot lately, and I think it's time for me to have a conversation with Cheska. I want to find closure and understand where we stand."
Andre nods, offering support to his friend.
"That's a brave decision, Lyka. It's important to communicate openly and honestly. And remember, we're here for you every step of the way."
As they continue walking, the group's conversation comes to a pause as they spot Cheska, Phoebe, and Maris sitting together on a nearby bench. Cheska's eyes meet Lyka's, a mix of surprise and apprehension evident in her expression.
Lyka's heart skips a beat, her resolve momentarily shaken. She takes a deep breath, gathering her courage, and walks towards the bench, her friends following closely behind.
Cheska's eyes darting around in panic. She turns to her friends, Maris and Phoebe, desperation etched on her face.
"Guys, they're coming! Please, you have to save me! I can't face them right now!"
Maris and Phoebe exchange concerned glances, trying to comprehend the gravity of Cheska's distress.
Maris spoke, 'Cheska, who's coming? What's happening?"
Before Cheska can respond, a familiar voice interrupts her panic-stricken state, causing her to turn around in shock.
She sees her old friend group, Nicole, Audrey, Justin, Fredrick, Bless, Ronald, and Darwin approaching, their expressions a mix of confusion and curiosity.
Cheska's eyes widen, overwhelmed by a mix of relief and disbelief. She rushes toward them, her voice trembling with gratitude.
"You guys are here!"
She embraces Audrey, Justin, Frederick, Bless, Ronald, and Darwin tightly, their presence providing a shield against the impending confrontation with Lyka's group.
The others join in, enveloping Cheska in a group hug. Laughter and jokes mingle, creating a moment of pure happiness.
"We've been counting the days until you returned, Cheska. School wasn't the same without you." said Audrey.
"I miss you guys!" said Cheska.
Meanwhile, Lyka and her friends looked at them confusingly, they even saw Estelle coming and rushed to Cheska and the others, and realized that maybe it's their old friend group from Wilston, remembering that Cheska and Estelle were classmates.
From the bottom of her heart, Lyka and her friends really wanted to ask Cheska's old circle of friends, curious about her past side, wanting to know what Cheska was like back then.
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Unspoken Desires
Ficción GeneralCheska, a girl whose heart bore the weight of abandonment, had carried the scars of her past with her throughout her life. The wounds ran deep, originating from the neglect she had endured at the hands of her parents. Their absence had left her with...
