31/12/17
Harry
It's been a couple of days since Nathan turned up and announced his presence to Matilda as his sister. They've been getting closer but yet I just can't give up the uneasiness that I feel around him. I know he said that he would never involve Matilda and leave her alone but since they've been forming a bond I just can't help knowing that he's gonna leave unexpectedly and I'll be left to clean up the pieces of another lost.
Having my hand around her as we watch Mamma Mia reminiscing the day where I saw her laying down on the grass watching the stars while everyone else was too busy in the cars at the drive-in movie. I've always thought about that day. The way she was about to walk away but we both stood awkwardly as I remember staring at her lips already beginning to get addicted just looking at them. She can deny it all she wants but we both knew we liked each other from the start.
I've always wondered what would have happened if I didn't meet her in the library that day, like would we be here, snuffled together or would I never know her again and she was just a stranger that caught me by surprise. Maybe, we would have met somewhere else. I know our encounter wasn't the best but yet I don't think it would have changed the thing.
“Hey Matilda I'm going to have to get off” He points to the door with his black bag pack on his shoulder. I knew this was going to happen but yet I'm wondering when he's gonna kill my apparent little buddy.
“Oh you sure?” My girl stands from sitting in my arms to walking towards him and hugging him. I see her whisper something in his ear but yet I'm most concerned about the murder he's gonna be committing. Although I already got told about the plan and what would happen I can't find myself to be nervous about what he has under his sleeve. Ever since he came here his presence was off and I just hope that Matilda didn't pick up on it.
“Yeah I thought I would get outta here before the evening knowing the roads would be packed from people travelling to spend their new years with their loved ones.”
“Oh um okay well I wish you well on your journey please reach out to me in the future don't stay a secret please.” I see him tense from the words she just spoke. I guess Matilda is showing him her true personality on how caring she is but yet he's just trampled over it like it meant nothing. I hope he feels guilty, I told him but did he listen no.
“Oh okay I will do” he gives him one last look not meeting my eyes knowing that he's done the opposite of what I asked. As he breaks the hug he turns his head towards me and nods his head as a gesture of I'm leaving and never coming back, hopefully. I nod my head back but standing and joining Matilda near the door as she waves her brother away into the world of unknown if she would ever see him again.
“Well that was eventful” My girl sighs, making my body tense slightly knowing that she could know something is going on between her brother and me.
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Fanfiction"You can let it go You can throw a party full of everyone you know And not invite your family, 'cause they never showed you love You don't have to be sorry for leaving and growing up" When 20 year old Matilda moved down to London after growing up qu...