"You can let it go
You can throw a party full of everyone you know
And not invite your family, 'cause they never showed you love
You don't have to be sorry for leaving and growing up"
When 20 year old Matilda moved down to London after growing up qu...
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Well hello,
This is officially the end of Matilda and I never really thought that I'd be writing this. The last two years have been something else that I can't even imagine. Throughout the book I made Matilda into my own little character that represented me. So bits were reality and some bits were what I kinda knew people would be struggling with and wanted a place to not feel alone.
Thank you all for joining me on this roller-coaster of emotions. The amount of time I put into this only to get love back is something else. The opportunites Matilda and you have given me is something that I will treasure for a lifetime.
The idea of the book Matilda came from wanting to write about what I kinda feel but grew into a bigger idea as, as soon as I heard Matilda I knew that the book was going to represent my version of Matilda. The timeline with ages will probably be a mix up and I deeply apologise for that.
These two years were the best although it was the worst with my mental heath going downhill and many lessons that I had learnt through out. Myself as a person grew into the person I am today and there's nothing that I loved to do more than write to clear my head and come up with the little ideas that forms a masterpiece.
I've met the most amazing people in the wattpad community and the friendships that I had lost they always knew how good I was but I didn't believe them. I just want to thank you all.
Writing can be hard and it was a long process from the lack of self confidence with writing to being confident enough to put my feelings now into words.
Matilda will always be my little baby and it's the first book I have officially written and it really is a bittersweet moment that I will look back on. It seems like a lifetime ago when I was reaching the small mile stones. From reaching 100 reads to now going on 20k+. I can't put into words on how greatful I am. Seriously Idk what I could have done.
Its mad to think something my brain came up with has become into a little story that I had no idea was gonna make me the person I am today but also helping people and giving them a place to not feel alone but mostly looking back on the journey and would do it all over again. :)
Now im wanting to thank some people and I hope your okay with it.
I want to thank my bestfriends in real life for supporting me throughout wether it was just listening to my ideas or what the book was about. But most of all Payton. I love you so much and Idk what I would do without them. Youve had my back and you gave me crazy ideas making me want them to put them in.
I want to thank my friends that I made while writing the book for the constant support and love that you give me. I don't know where I would be without you all.
I love you most!
Now I'm going to go away for a while and come back when the time is right. I love you all. Thank you for all the support wether you commented or voted or just read my story sighlently thank you so so much. This means so much to me. This is end of an era and I love you all so much thank you thank you thank youu.
A chapter of my life is over but stepping into a new one is more exciting as there's no secrets thay time dose not reveal.
