Jimin Protectors ' Book 1 '

Chapter 42 '✅'

Jimin's POV :

Hobi hyung stayed with me, trying to calm me down. He told me all my thoughts about Yoongi hyung were wrong. I want to believe him...

I never expected that Yoongi hyung would ever treat me this harshly, especially when I did nothing wrong. I can't help but feel confused by his reaction toward me. The voices in my head keep repeating that he stopped loving me. That hurts me so much. I don't even know what I need to do to make him love me again.

I know my Yoongi hyung loves me deeply, and I love him just as much. We have shared countless moments of laughter, support, and understanding. But today, his anger was unleashed upon me, and it has left me questioning if his love for me is as strong as I believed it to be.

In the darkness of this doubt, I remind myself that everyone has their breaking point, their moments of weakness. Perhaps he was carrying a burden that overwhelmed him, or maybe he was angry with me about something that he couldn't share. Still, the hurt lingers, and I yearn for reassurance that our bond remains unbroken.

Jin hyung talked to me about trust. I need to trust Yoongi, but it still hurts so much that he dealt with me this harshly when I didn't do anything wrong in the first place.

J-hope: "Jimina... Stop thinking too much. Your hyung is going through something very difficult, so he is suffering. He didn't mean to hurt you." I sat up, looking at him.

Jimin: "What? What happened to him? Come with me... He can't be alone when he's going through something hard." He held my arms when I was about to stand up.

J-hope: "No, Jimin, not this time. No one can handle his anger right now. Only Jin hyung can in cases like this, so let him deal with it. Yoongi will be okay... I just need you to stop thinking that he doesn't love you." I looked down, doubting this fact.

Jimin: "Does he?" He pulled me into his arms.

J-hope: "He does, Jimin... so much. Just give him more time."

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Jin's POV :

Yoongi's room ...

My brother was totally broke .. the years he was seeking answers crumbled in front of his eyes .. when he got the answer it turned out to be nothing from what he ever thought .. I think he would be fine if IU was the bad one .. He would hate her .. but the look he is holding in his eyes right now .. He is hating his own self .. He think he is the reason behind their suffering

He was sitting on the edge of his bed .. looking at his wounded hand that draping blood out of his deep cut

I crouch on front of him trying to get him look at me .. his tears were silently rolling on his cheeks

Yoongi : "Do you think I have the right to ask for her forgiveness !! " I held his knees with my right hand and the other pulled his chin up so I could see his now red eyes ..

Jin : " Yoongi .. You did nothing wrong to ask for forgiveness " He shook his head repeatedly squeezing his eyes shut ..

Yoongi : " I failed to protect her hyung .. I promised her .. I am so weak that I spent the whole time cursing her without trying to find out the reason behind her disappearing " with those words he started to hit his chest hard .. I held his fist to stop him hurting himself ..

Jin : " Yoongi .. listen to me .. You tried to get answers .. you tried to know why she did this .. but she disappeared .. you have nothing to regret for .. " He stayed quiet for a while then opened his eyes looking at me with a pleading gaze

Yoongi : " Take me hyung " I was confused ..

Jin :"Where ,Yoongi ?!! '

Yoongi : " To her .. I want to see her ,hyung " I caressed his knees