Jimin Protectors ' Book 1 '

Chapter 102 '✅'

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Taehyung: "I'M A FUCKING BROKEN HUMAN BEING. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO DO, LIVE WITH A BOYFRIEND WHO WOULD NEVER TOUCH YOU? ARE YOU GOING TO BE OKAY WITH THAT? WE'LL END UP IN A PATHETIC RELATIONSHIP WHERE NO ONE CAN GIVE THE OTHER WHAT HE WANTS.

YOU DON'T KNOW A THING ABOUT WHAT AM I FUCKING GOING THROUGH, SO GET OUT OF MY HOUSE NOW! YOU ARE FIRED DON'T SHOW ME YOUR FACE AGAIN"

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Yun Hee stood there, shocked to her core. She had never seen this side of Taehyung before—terrified, scared, and completely worn out. It was a side of him she never knew existed.

Yun Hee: "What... What do you... what do you mean by 'broken'?"

Tae was totally worn out. He couldn't go further with this.

Just then, the door swung open to reveal Jin, his face initially beaming with a smile that quickly turned into shock upon seeing Yun Hee in their house. He could sense the heaviness in the air and felt the tension in the room.

Jin: "What is going on? What brought you here, Miss Yun Hee?" Taehyung ignored Jin's surprised expression and looked directly at Yun Hee.

Taehyung: "It's not your business. Get out of my house. I don't want to see your face ever again." But Yun Hee refused to back down.

Yun Hee: "No, I'm not going anywhere. You need to answer my questions. Why can't you touch me? Are you sick? We can wait till you heal. I can..." She was about to take a step toward Tae, but Jin stepped forward, blocking Yun Hee's path.

Jin: "You heard him. No one is going to do anything against his will. Leave the house before I take action that you'll regret." Jin took on the role of a protective hyung, ready to defend his dongsaeng. While he didn't completely understand the situation yet, the look in Taehyung's eyes was enough to tell him that something was deeply wrong.

Yun Hee: "Sir Jin, please. I can't leave. He's firing me, but I can't just walk away and never see him again. I need to talk. I swear I have no bad intentions."

Jin: "Meet me tomorrow in Yoongi's office. I'll let you know if you're fired, but you can't be here anymore, and don't think to come here again unless one of us gives you an invitation." Jin was dying for her to leave. He needed to hold Tae in his arms, who was on the verge of collapse.

Yun Hee nodded silently, looking back at Taehyung, who seemed completely lost. With tears streaming down her cheeks, she managed a faint smile and headed out the front door. Before she leaves ..

Yun Hee: "I'm leaving now, but I'm not giving up. Whatever happened in the past, nothing can't be solved, and no one can't be healed." She smiled despite her cheeks that were wet with her tears and closed the door behind her back.

Jin caught Taehyung as he started to crumble, holding him tightly in his arms.

Jin: "She's gone. No one is here now. You're safe." Taehyung clung to Jin's broad shoulders, looking like a little child.

Trembling, Taehyung managed to speak between sobs...

Taehyung: "Sh... She... She can't know. She'll be disgusted. Please, hyung, I can't let her know. Let me have her loving eyes. I... I don't want her to hate me." Taehyung was breaking down completely.

Jin: "Nothing will happen that goes against your will, Tae. Calm down, breathe with me. Inhale... Exhale." Jin tried to steady Taehyung's breathing, and it helped to some extent.

Help Taehyung to his room, Jin gently laid him down on the bed. As Jin attempted to get up, Taehyung clung to his shirt.

Tae: "Don't leave, please." Jin smiled, gripping Taehyung's hand firmly.

Jin: "I'm not going anywhere, Tae. Come here." He sat down, resting his back against the headboard, and Taehyung wasted no time in placing his head on Jin's chest.

Jin didn't say a word until Tae's breathing went back to normal while he kept patting his back.

Taehyung: "Why... why are you going to meet her, hyung?"

Jin: "You fired her while you don't want to, so I need to talk to you first before confirming what actually you want to do, but the real desire, not what the scared Tae said."

Taehyung: "I'm always scared. How can I even know?"

Jin: "You are sleeping on my chest, Tae." Tae frowned his eyebrows, looking into Jin's eyes, and couldn't understand what Jin wanted to say.

Taehyung: "I can see!"

Jin: "I'm touching you. Jungkook even bathes you naked." Tae sat up and looked at Jin with confusion ..

Taehyung: "What does it have to do with what we are talking about now?"

Jin: "I mean, you are not scared of us, Tae." Tae crossed his arms, arching his eyebrows.

Taehyung: "You are my brothers. It's not the same. It's normal. Of course I'm not scared of you." Jin shook his head smiling softly ..

Jin: "It's not normal, Tae. You just forgot the initial days of that horrible incident. Even we were not allowed to touch you. It was not easy to get your trust, Tae, and I can remember clearly it was not a short period of time." Tae stared silently at Jin. He really forgot those days. His mind couldn't keep the hardest part of his past—to be alone behind the walls of terrifying memories, having no one to lean on or turn to with the pain that consumed him.

His tears started to fall hard. Jin wiped them with his thumb.

Jin: "I'm not here to bring back the memories you don't want to remember. I want you to know that you healed to some point. You have the ability to trust, to love, to touch someone without losing your mind. You are not a broken human, Taehyung. You just need a touch to push you further to be perfect again."

Taehyung: "What do... what do you mean by a touch to push me?" Jin stared for a while into Tae's eyes .. hesitated to

Jin: "I think this time a professional should have his say on this." Tae pushed Jin, standing up in anger.

Taehyung: "I'm not going to a psychiatrist." Jin looked him in the eyes.

Jin: "I attempted suicide." Tae was shocked to meet with his hyung's deep secret like this. He never imagined his hyung would reveal this to him.

Jin: "You are not the only one who needs help. If I attend my much-needed session, will you?"