despite what i told you, i do hate you. i haven't actually forgiven you. i thought i did. when i found you vulnerable, i melted. i thought i didn't hate you. i do. still, i do. i don't think i can forgive you. in a way, you also have a hand in ruining my life. i can't forgive you for it, not right now. i hate you. i hate you so much.
