The Unchosen Wife (Book II) Mature Content/Rated 18

Delusion

Levi's POV

After that painful confrontation. I never saw her again. She chose to be in an online class rather than seeing me around. That's how she didn't want my presence anymore.

"Ang dali mo gawing kalimutan ako, Addi! But I am here! Sobrang nasasaktan sa mga ginagawa mo!"

Pwede mo naman akong hindi pansinin ha. Wag mo na lang akong pansinin please, hayaan mo na lang akong sunod ng sunod sayo. Makita lang kita, sapat na. Dahil mababaliw na yata ako kakaisip na baka tuluyan mo na akong iwan at hindi ka makita habang buhay.

"Hear me, wife!! Please come home. Cook food for me. Baby....sit my ass"

Oh god. Is she home? My wife is back, home? She's wearing her favorite apron and she's in the kitchen.

I stood up and the couple of dozen of bottles on the floor does not bother me, even when I stepped in some of the shattered glass I threw during my tantrums. Two days, yeah, I started drinking yesterday non stop. I can barely walk properly but have to hug my wife. Hindi ko na maalala ang huling beses na nayakap siya.

The moment I wrapped my arms around here waist, she vanished, again. How many times she appeared in my delusions?

"Fuck" I thumpped my chest, trying to make the sharp pain disappear.

I need you now, my love. Please. Umuwi ka kahit saglit lang. Napakahaba na ng chats ko sayo but you never read those. You didn't wanna answer my calls while your boyfriend is very confident of posting some pictures of you how you both are so happy together. Kahit isang oras lang, o kalahati. Just be here and comfort me.

I rushed my way to her room and look for something that I can find that is relevant to her that I can at least find comfort. Her closet is empty. What's in the trashbin are bunch of papers and the towel in her shower room are new. Kaya mo na nilinis ang kwarto mo upang mas lalo akong mabaliw, ha, Addi? As I checked the bed under, I grin in victory as I saw a t-shirt that she mostly wear...and when I smelt it, it still smell the same as her. The scent that reminds me every time I got home and wrapped her around my arms. I hugged it tight and broke down hysterically.

"I miss you....Addison. *gasp* umuwi ka na please."

Addi felt kinda sick these past few days. Nagpacheck up agad siya and good thing is that there is nothing more serious but just a simple flu. Lage siyang inaantok at nakakatulog pa nga minsan kaya napagdesisysunan niyang online class na lamang. Magdadalawang buwan pa nga itong tiyan niya sa susunod na linggo pero parang gusto na niyang matapos na kaagad ang first trimester dahil sa sobrang hassle ng stage na ito sa kanya. Paano na lang talaga siya at wala si Warren. Talagang mahihirapan siya.

"Are you sure you will come tomorrow at Mika's wedding?"

"Yes, medyo okay naman na ang pakiramdam ko eh. Hindi pwedeng hindi ako dumalo dahil ako ang maid of honor. I'll ruin the wedding kung aabsent ako."

"Okay. Sana hindi siya magtampo na hindi ako pupunta. Respeto ko na lang sa asawa niyang si Eren. Mainit pa ang ulo nila sakin kaya hindi na lang ako dadalo."

"That's your decision and I understand that. Thank you for being so considerate."

Warren just smiled at him and kissed her forehead.

"What do you think our baby's gender?" parang hinilot ang puso niya nang tawaging baby nila ni Warren ang dinadala nito. That's just so sweet. "Sabi nila pag masyado daw blooming ang mommy ay boy daw kasi pag girl, kukunin daw yung ganda ng mommy. Satingin ko mas lalo kang gumanda na buntis ka."

Addi laughed so hard. Syempre hindi naman siya naniniwala sa mga sabi sabi kahit taga bundok siya but that belief indeed made het laugh. Akalain mong kukunin daw ng baby girl ang beauty ng nanay?