The Unchosen Wife (Book II) Mature Content/Rated 18

Agony

Levi's POV

She said I should sleep, rest. How am I supposed to do that when she will just give me two days to spend her last moments with me. I was expecting for her to finish the two years at least, and after voiding our shitty marriage, I will ask her to marry me again, that were my own will to.

Do you think after you're gone, I can just move forward like nothing just happened? Na kaya kong kalimutan ang masasayang alaala natin sa bahay na ito, at kung paano natin mahalin ang isa't isa na parang wala ng bukas? Akala mo ba na itutulog ko lang ang mga nakakabaliw na conclusion, delusyon sa bawat segundong kasama mo siya? Kung paano ka niya napapatawa, kung paano siya ka saya na kasama ka niya, kung paano niya maibibigay ang magandang buhay na iplinano ko para sayo. Hear my cry out, Addi. Please.

I just had a three hours sleep but look at me, well clothed. I managed to get up early, took a bath, look good. I only consumed alcohol the whole night but I felt like I gained twice the energy when I am sane. Any minute by now, dadating na siya.

I wanna lit a cigarette pero saka na lang siguro, pag-alis niya two days from now.

A white car arrived at my gateway. Warren got out and he looked straight to my eyes. His confidence loses mine again and it intimidates me. Nang buksan niya ang pinto ng sasakyan ay bumungad agad sa akin ang napakagandang ngiti ng mahal na mahal kong asawa. My lips are smiling but my eyes are frowning lalo na at pinapanood ko silang magkayakap sa harap ko. Warren kissed her multiple time on her head, forehead and cheeks.

"Call or chat me, okay?" he slightly whispered.

"Okay" Addi faced me, ready to crush my world.

"Take good care of her." Warren gasped. "Anytime she wants me to fetch her, I will get her even without your approval"

I nodded submissively like a child to his father. The humiliation is just to hard to handle but I have no more cards to play anymore. He's chosen. I never thought that I received the same karma of what I did to the couple of guys, being so possessive to her.

Sa pagkatuliro ko ay hindi ko na napansing nakaalis na pala si Warren at tinapik tapik na ako ni Addi.

"Are we going now?"

I cannot response any word but just a nod. I took the bags she's carrying and put it at the backseat. Hindi na niya ako hinintay na pagbuksan siya at siya na mismo ang sumakay sa passenger's seat. Fine. You'll sit next to me.

While we are heading to my lola's house, pasilip silip ko siyang sinusulyapan. This is just like one of my dreams. Nakatanaw siya sa magagandang tanawin na nadadaanan namin. I smiled when she hummed but felt weird, when she's rubbing her belly.

She suddenly looked at the crochet red car that was hanging on my rearmirror.

"My little guy is still here" aniya habang hinahawak hawakan yun.

I bit my lower lip, trying not to get emotional. Fuck this. Oh, god. If those flashback will just slid in my mind, I'll end up crashing this car.

"Gusto ko sanang magdala ng pagkain para kay lola pero baka may mga bawal sa kanya. Magluluto na lang siguro ako pagdating sa bahay niya. Alam mo ba kung ano ang paborito niyang pagkain?"

"Uhm, I don't think she can eat sweets but, she loves pies."

"Hmm, okay. Tanungin na lang sguro natin siya mamaya pagdating"

I turned on the music and let any song to play to distract my not so well thoughts. I want her to arrive safe.

Now playing: Tell Her by Jesse McCartney