Straykids OS (Book)

Want me gone pt. 3

Ship: Felix X Stray kids
Triggers/Warnings: angsty, sad 

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And after an hour and a half of explaining, JYP agreed and Chan went back into the living room where he found the four of them sleeping together surrounded by Minho and Changbin. 

back at the airport in Australia

Felix landed in Australia not too long ago. He waited for his suitcase and once he had it, he quickly walked to the exit and got into the first taxi that came to take him home. When he got there, his mom was already waiting for him in front of the door, he paid and thanked the taxi driver and walked towards his mom with his suitcase, he threw himself into her arms and burst into tears. 

Felix's mom was more than just confused but also worried, she had never experienced him like this before. She called for her husband, who came running straight away and without saying much, he took Felix's suitcase into the house and shortly afterwards Ms. Lee followed with her son in her arms. When they arrived at the house, the two Lees first had to calm the boy down, so they got him out of his jacket and shoes. 

They walked with him into the living room where he was placed between his two sisters, where he started crying again. The two girls didn't dare to ask anything at first, but the more tears ran down their brother's cheeks, the worse they felt. so they did open their mouths. "Lixie.. What's wrong? Why are you crying?" Rachel asked, but Felix just shook his head and cried into his hands. 

"Honey.. you have to talk to us.. What's wrong? Did you have a fight with your boyfriends? Talk to us please.." His mom pleaded and only then did he look up again. "They don't want me in the band anymore! They wanted me gone at thats what I did! I left!" he sobbed. The four looked at each other in shock and then back at Felix. 

"What do you mean?" His dad asked him, he breathed in and out deeply and so he told his family about everything that had happened in the last few months, how they started ignoring him, excluding him from the little dates they had, to the point where he heard this one conversation. The four were shocked that the seven boys who could make their son and brother so happy would also destroy him so much. 

From that day on, Felix's family tried everything to get the once happy boy happy again, but nothing helped. He was so devastated that he didn't even leave his bed on his own or get food or something to drink. Concern for the boy grew more and more week by week in the Lees' home. But they didn't know what else to do. 

So a few months passed in which Felix slowly built himself up again, the whole time he had his phone off and he didn't want to turn it on anymore, but he had to because he had to book a new ticket back to Korea. He doesn't have to hide at his parents all the time just to avoid the others. He also wasn't able to make the right decision whether he wanted to stay or follow the wishes of the seven and leave the band and the relationship. 

As soon as his phone was on, the countless missed calls and messages from the other seven came in. He took a deep breath and simply pushed the notifications away and concentrated on buying the ticket. When that was finished, he packed his bags, he had exactly three hours left, he would at least like to spend this last hour with his family, until he has to leave again to catch his flight on time. 

Exactly two hours later he was sitting on the plane and just waiting for it to get going and for him to get through whatever awaits him in Korea. He landed in Korea early in the morning, he stretched and, as tired as he was, he has to wait again for his suitcase, with it he strolled to the exit and got into a taxi that took him to the dorm, where he spent some time later stood in front of the door and struggled to just unlock the door and go in.